01日11月08年，晴。

[命中注定我爱你+headache]


erm....seems like my one of my neighbour has just pass away
...
i dunno what to say le....
hope they wouldn't be too sad

wah today cough like hell =.=
hahah

ystd txx told me smth....
which i dunno how to ans him....
i just reply him in a way where might nt be too hurt for him
next, he asked me whether interested to his friend, he wanted to introduce to me
oh my...i feel so so so wanted to tell him i`m loving sm1 nw =.=
ahah thank god i did not...if not the secret brokes

aiyaya....jess belum test undang wo....hahah
must ask her when do she want to take exam le
hahaha if not nobody fetch me go gai gai lo~~ heheh jkjk

sien le holiday...what game can i play leh.... =(

31日10月08年，晴。

[半情歌]


ahh......my sick getting worse....
headache...haih
haih
yesterday so touch...i just simply ask kx gt tissue or not
he go ask emily gt or not....already very touch la
then lunch time hwa wee suddenly bought me a pack of tissue...omgod
im so xing fu xD haha
today i ask hwa wee how come she know i need tissue...
then she say kx bought it and ask her to give me
oh no....how come my class gt such a gentleman!? haha
so so so touch.....

yay~! math paper got 89 marks! my god...unexpected hahah
thank god! haha
but my add math i think will X_X ....i've only gt 53/80 for p1
hope no fail le...hahah

chopin waltz...hoho i`m coming....

hmm....jess bd coming....i guess i know what to buy xD
hahah hope i wont be broken =P

waka! today didnt even talk to nyk! nyeknyek
ahah....saw him also runaway la...how to talk xD
yesterday still dak dang come infront of me...told him i might spread to him still want to block my way...soh lou xD hahah

=( ....scout macam having camp again....
oh no...i hate it...
i dun like camping leh.....haih! hate it long time ago =="
if i`m not a scout ajk i really choi nei dou soh le.......
hate it hate it!!!!

i want to watch high school musical 3 T__________T
nobody watch with me...hmph....all watch d
if not then going to watch with family...leave me alone
]=

28日10月08年，晚。

就知道没有人记得我的birthday
haih...suan la...yu jor

nobody will remember me....
my birthday....
my appearance....
my exist....

jiu lian the 1 who chatting with me also no reply.....
arh! i`m spiderwoman!!!!!!!!!
a bu qi yan de spiderwoman!!!!!!

i hate tmr..............................................

28日10月08年，晚。

[地球不曾为谁停一停]



haih! sad le.......my dear jessie cannt go one u tmr :(
=[
so excited le haha night got open house p some mroe !
wakaka
hahahah 纪存希 so handsome~~~ haha
yeah~ high school musical! i`m coming!
hohoho

27日10月08年，阴。

msnpm-[ bingbangbong xD ]


hahah today went my aunt house....
whoahh~~ sien dao == hahah xD
thank god my lovely lil cousin teman me...
if not i really =X
and thank god gt that `uncle` chat with me haha
so paise...how could i forget when he's birthday ah xD

hehe

i saw my cousin sista`s bear super cute!
small small de...as small as my hand
i almost take it home hehe

haih....my dinner....cold than water
always no food on table :'(
i think gastric`s going to find me soon
)': hungry er~~~~~~~
i must avoid eating maggie le! especially curry flavour /gg
waiting somebody to cook for me...wakaka
if him/her didn't do so more good..no need eat ^ ^
healthy~~~hohoho

hungry hungry hungry!

26日10月08年，早。

haih..still morning..later having class..

I also dunno why i sad..
I know i really sad..but no evidence for me to sad
I'm ss-ing all the way..i guess this is the only evidence..
Chung tou dao wei..only i care abt this..
Chung tou dao wei..i do not have any space in his heart..heart is too far..should say..do not have any space in his mind..

I hope i can cry and do smth which sad ppl will do
But ystd.. I fa dai all the time.. Daydream all the time..
Only when ppl call me only i'll be awake..
Now i still so stupid.. Whole blog abt him..
Ppl choi you dou soh la.. Dun siao ady.. K?
Somebody help me..........

Ystd kena cheat by tkl.. Haha! Thank god i simply write nia~
Where got so stupid xD

Why so suffer.. Ergh..

25日10月08年，晚。

hao sad........
sad till now...still nt satisfy?!
enuf la girl......
at least he asked u `why u sad` right?
dun cryy.... =]

== naughty tears! stay in ur initial place la
come out for what!?

wo zhen de sad dao bu xiang jiang hua le..

MY HAPPY GARDEN IS NOT HAPPY AT ALL!

25日10月08年，早。

chan chuan ahh chan chuan.............
why am i so stupidd!!?
if u're here.. i sure rampas ur shoulder and cry on it for 3 days 3 night!
always think for ..hope for.. wish for impossible!!!
i really very very very very sad......
SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wo bu xiang jiang hua le......
angel ah angel....dun sei pull ju kui mm fong le
very sad arhhhhhhh...
i can't read his mind.....
shoulder!!!!!!!!! i want shoulder.......

again n again...no way!!
dun be idiot!!
keep ur tears away!!

25日10月08年，早。

haha wah.. Ystd went dpc eat sushi
So ngam met theng sheng they all haha
I think is farewell for poh ee
Hope she go there can have a nice life la ~^^

Haha.. My cousin =.=
Macam qin sai didn't see him before
Keep follow them haha!
I finally behtahan and said:
Aiyo no need keep follow them de la! Haha:

Ystd eat with brothers and sisters
Eat till so paise.. Haha
My gor la.. Eat eat ha run to another table.. =.=

Later go saloon.. Waha! Syok
Dunno will make what ghost face come out hahaha!

24日10月08年，阴。

haha today so sien
only 11/28 students in the class...
my god
hahah....chat a lot with chuan and lim and nian and xiang
hahah
i`m so stupid....
i cant imagine what can happen next /gg hahaha
jk lar...they're quite nice actually haha
it's a kind of "safe" when chit chat with them
hahah
although they looks rude anyway.....
but i know they`re really really nice to friendSS!~^ ^

23日10月08年，晚。

baby.. Miss you leh..
Dunno "u" got miss mummy or not leh..
Maybe forget me le.. Haha
傻baby xD
go ppl house dun be naughty ar...
if nt got other big doggy bully u oh
very scary de er~~~haha
be careful ya....haha

21日10月08年，晴。

我又舍不得了。
救我。。。
又要等伤心来找我了。。

wah...they both very close o...jealous nia~ haha jk


hmm。。考完试过后，一定要好好布置“她”了！ =]

20日10月08年，阴。

whoahh~ add mad... haha
making me madd @ . @"
i really feel like crying while i`m doing the paper
15% ok la, 35% agak agak nia, the rest tembak plus dunno
oh my god....i don want to fail it T________T

wakaka....friday~ i`m waiting for u! hahah\


.......................
hmm.... about "that", i guess i know what to do
right? hahah
with one stone... i can kill two bird... hoho
so smart~ hahaha! jkjk xD ss betul la me
you dun have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all :D

18日10月08年，晚。

From that......



i can know i`m making wrong thoughtS !



means......



last 72 posts is i happy by my own........



means......

you can sad now......!
lets celebrate ! ?
ki siao...what to happy for...



.................................................................................
errs! mddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddonald
always ask for permission macam just to inform us
i beh tahan

Ur new leaf ? new life ? 18日10月08年，晚。

what happen to me....
u`re shock...i`m shock too...why will i give it to u ?
by right last few days i`m still stubborn to give

what happen to me....
what happen to ur eyes?!
what happen to ur emotion?!

what happen to him....

sorry...


~``即使一刹有过冲动 挽你手``~

i`m now regret to give him ;
i don`t mean that i`m nt willing to give him
i`m just wondering, am i making him sad?
will him? or will i?

annoying girl....nobody can cure you!

~``其实我不想对你念念不舍，但什么让我咱转反侧``~

i just saw something, X would rather let her know that *thing*
thank god X didn't let i know earlier....?


5 months le...how? still grudge to give it up?
still stubborn?

I LOVE SUSHI...everyone love sushi...everyone wants sushi...

how sad am i now...even myself also don't know
how many tears will i drop later...who knows
how many years only i can forget it...wait and see ==
i bet u will use up to 1 whole year if u doesn't want to find others!


will he know i`m sad? if he did although no reaction..but...thanks :)
coz i need this.........


yes...you're making him sad...
please....don`t do something stupid....i beg you
sorry....


saw that *thing*, do i still have to right to find him?
ha .. ha.. funny hor? ha ha
=.=


i dun actually know how sad am i now,
i`m sad, but no tears coming out, this is the first time
isn`t???

how worse it is....


YA! YOU`RE SO ANNOYING! DISTURBING! DUN EVER EVER DISTURB HIM OKAYY?!
oh my god i`m going to burst!



ps :: kah hon...dun be sad =) , there're still many things worth to happy for

My New Leaf . New LiFe 16日10月08年，雨。

wee~ my new life...hoho

exam........................kill me barh
haha....dunno how many subject i can PASS?
hope it's not only one xD

today wei yin keep on ask yk or ky @.@
hwaliao...haha scared me

that ahpek keep on kacau me...iish iish
he looks like very enjoy and very fun =.=
hahah. gik sei ngo...
i felt gik ,....but fun also la haha!
we remain this relationship for almost 2 years
he still having the `sui sui yong`
oh my god~~~~haha

hope exam period end faster ~

hope ahpek can mature faster /gg haha xD!

jk~

11日10月08年，早。

两天前，



“。。。。。。。”



我跟她们说我放了。哈哈















一天前，



“。。。。。。”



我还是一样，我也以为我放得下。
我还是一样，没找他。
我还是一样，没想他。
我还是一样，没blog。
我还是一样，没看他。
我还是一样，没理他。















现在，



难道我还可以“以为”吗？

我还是一样，说一套做一套。。。
它还是一样，每次我放了后就送我一个梦 =="

07日10月08年，雨。

Long time didn't blog le...haha
haih...last few days he said i lanc AGAiN...
haih...i want to vomit electric already
sometimes tam him already but he's still that cool...
i also don't feel to care abt it anymore

how could i pick up the pieces of my heart 1 by 1


Sometimes really make me feel that HE's better



exam coming le...haha

mati loh~ next week exam, until today i still so relax hor?

ahah ! that's my attitude xD ehheh

become super lazy especially before the test...

at least normal days i will still thinking of doing revision



STUDY ARH ! ~^ ^
as what Mrs.Liew said, NO KNOWLEDGE iS WASTED !

05日10月08年，晚。

哈哈，慧在我家~
她很开心地在玩webcam。。哈哈
我们都忘了我们的目的哦？哈哈！
moral书都丢在一边了。。
待会儿去pasarmalam。。厚厚。。爽~
那个傻佬，问他在做什么竟然说最好不要懂。。？？
过分。。哈哈 jkjk。。

:( 我的ulcer很痛啊！怎么办，
明天还有publicspeaking呢，
怎样死？！哎。。
我的手啊，看着来，一定会震倒不行！ ):
又是时候出糗了。。。。。。。

04日10月08年，晴。

"What the hell" .... i hate this word so much!

为了这种人睡不觉？！值得吗。。


ystd dream that ah pek @.@ hw come...
last 2 year dream le now dream again.. ==
dun zhong zhao ahh~

01日10月08年，晚。

。。。
死蠢！好哋哋send咩g9啦。。
搞出個大头佛啦！搞到自己睡唔觉。。
真係没骨气啊你！死都要send多一封先睡得觉哦？！



感谢不能让别人来说，你给过我的
他们是做不到的，那时候的幸福是真的，
虽然过去了，我们也都经历了，
释怀教育着仇恨，和平劝着天下人，
故事发生了便住下了 不管好的坏的，
你让我成长了，就算是痛得值得，
爱你的那一个，伤你的那一个，
谁才是你爱情中的伯乐。。。
放弃了这一个，然后等待着下一个，
一个个过客过得快不快乐