Saturday, January 31, 2009

31日01月09年,晚。

thx to mr.Ddh & mr.Tkl haha *sunBIn* till very not sun bin fetch me haha

die mou == chun hui

Friday, January 30, 2009

30日01月09年,傍。

thx to Mr.Ddh...haha so good~ fetch me back lols...^^ next time help him wash car == dirty dao.... *NEXT TIME* la....hahahahah! N plus century first la xD

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

28日01月09年,晚。

just now ate with wk and hwa wee...sei zai...late half hour only gam yun come...
although i should talk more with wk(the old fren) cz seldom meet...but my mind just full of why why why! why he can change 180degree in a week...why he seems like treating me dead...nt wk la of cz ==" dun misund

last few days...dicky tan shi yau said smth make me so hurt...
he keep say *he dun love u de la* for many times...this is extreme small case...i used to it
he say im toy...king lee's toy...he say *kinglee say for free*...DO YOU KNW THIS IS VERY HURT FOR A GIRL!?!?! it same to the meaning as CHEAP....am i...?
喜欢一个人有罪吗?! wo hen cheap ma? ask him watch movie hen cheap ma?! go his house sun bin fetch me go one u very cheap ma?! didnt ask him come my house fetch me also...do you need to mention *you not his gf* ? as a fren cannot fetch? cannot sit? cannot movie???!
---i know....if boys read this sure think im wu liao...but...this is really hurt pls dicky tan!

some1 ask me pretend ntg...dun show sad or happy face...just cool...i tried very hard to do this...result nt bad...but im sad-ing inside my heart...
i saw he reply hwa wee so polite...i also dunno why i ...

wo jiu shi zhe yang! easily wu hui people...especially him... ==" how come...too sensetive izit? everytime dicky said smth which i dunno is HE SAY IT HIMSELF or dicky create himself...obviously my attitude sure angry the HIM d...because I BELIEVE DICKY!!!! i shouldn't believe him =="

you you you.........................................when only can become like last time.......nt so cool.........nt so cold............not so freeze!?

sometimes when he very very late reply....im not purposely wanna ask him much much request him to reply me....but if you're busy can tell me de ma...dun make me sha sha waiting there all the time....check whether is my phone problem....one minute see the phone one time....actually i just scare i disturb u...cz i knw u easy get angry when u emo...i dun wan u angry me....i dun wan u dun care me....but now....he dun care me at all...his mind sure long time nvr have me...

what he thinking now....can share? i so san fu....i dun wan to pretend....im so tired...mouth keep say i dun care i dun care...who knw my tears rolling in my eyes?

ystd i so -bu guai-...eat maggie curry...cz since he say he like me when i cook maggie curry for him that day then i promised myself cannot eat maggie curry unless he cook for me! stupid hor? yea...i dumb =="...7months didnt eat very geng d...haih...sometimes i hope myself can clever a bit...if he dun like you...dun disturb ppl...

Saturday, January 24, 2009

25日01月09年,早。

我到底做了什么来。。。。
我还可以做什么,连约他去看戏那么丢脸都做了。。。。!

Friday, January 23, 2009

24日01月09年,早。

stupid deaf ppl u!! im nt that *dun wan face* lar!! my sis lagi not lo!!



每次跟dicky聊完就觉得我很笨!原来他跟d讲的和我想的完全不一样。。。

23日01月09年,晚。

算了。。。

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

21日01月09年,雨。

oh.....it's the last day again! lols....wonder how many times i have said this

he really totally no respond + feeling.... good job haha super duper dumb me also can understand very clearly now
im a grass in his heart^^ =="....grass also 不如。。!

有些事情,难道要他说出口才肯死心?? haha

闭上眼睛还能看见你离去的痕迹,想要对你说的不敢说的爱,会不会有人可以明白。。。
我会发着呆然后忘记你,接着紧紧闭上眼 想着那一天会有人代替,让我不在想念你。。。
又想了一遍你温柔的脸,在我忘记之前。。。
早就不该浪费时间找奇迹。。。我的心已经变得越来越无情了。。。

Friday, January 16, 2009

17日01月09年,晴。

现在总算知道,原来我怎样生气,他都没感觉 ==

Monday, January 12, 2009

12日01月09年,晚。

“ 你上次在我家看的是第xxx集啦! ”
这句话,想忘记是不可能的事。。。

Saturday, January 10, 2009

10日01月09年,晴。

今天,我对他很凶。
我已经搞不清,到底我是在保护自己,伤害他;
还是伤害自己,保户他。

其实也不是特地对他凶的,只是很自然的不想对他假装还可以嬉皮笑脸。

只有昨天,我就已经骂了他“王八蛋”三次!虽然不是他的错,但他既不求证也看似不在意。
真让我火上加火!

怎么搞得,一直被我无视的他因该不及我现在这样心痛吧。。

每次我特地跟其他人玩得巅疯的时候,就会偷瞄他的表情,(好像他会生气一样)地失望着。

本来明明知道他不会reply了,== 该死的手很不听话的按了按 ==
欠揍的自己也是!难道就不能让你的心跟的口一致吗?!难道就不能像刚才那么不爽的说了一句“管他去死!”那么潇洒吗?!
不爽的是很多时候等他回信,要是等很久自己又不高兴,问他干嘛没回信又很犯贱,等到他真的回了又骂不下口!(所以选择只有一个:等到自己不爽),压抑了不少,所以搞得今天有生以来第一次生气他生气得那么成功。==

~


这几天,幸福的stephanie跟她的swingswing真的是甜得让人受不了。(所谓的甜并不是‘反胃’的那种)
当然,幸福是要炫耀的,这位小姐就每天都会讲他怎样对她。哈哈!真是的,像个小傻瓜,明明很开心,却似都不肯说她真的很开心。==
她那位王子真是无可否认的贴心,每天让她开心就不在话下了,
- 她妈妈知道她couple后,他就立刻买了新的电话号码给她;
- 她忘了带铅笔盒,他借了她所有所有的文具;
- 她孤单地一个人用餐,他搞得好像要抓我似的跟我说:她在那里^_^;
- 她打算一个人孤单的等人,他却不介意让他身边的老师知道,可以陪她。。。
太多了,我羡慕的泪真的是可以多到把一个桶装满。==

真是拜托,你们三个别再让我妒忌了 T_____T"

开玩笑啦!哈哈,听她们那么幸福却硬说自己不幸福,虽然很讨人厌,但也很开心他们拿么快就找到自己爱的人!^_^

Monday, January 5, 2009

05日01月09年,晴。

why cant i have a space in his heart.....
can u tell me?
what can i do only he'll believe me again.....
never ignore when i tell him i like him.....
never show me the bu shuang face and turn over his face.....
never act like im invisible.....
never make me misunderstand after making me angry....
never never never hurt me again....


- thx kinglee...you're so nice!

Friday, January 2, 2009

03日01月09年,午。

today went to school for meeting...that ah pek really everyday smile n yam siu de wo...no cure ahaha
now my ah jeh go to find her boyboy....(actually is find his mummy) haha!
good menantu = ="


. yesterday was a miracle .

01日01月09年,傍。

ergh! so hurt when i say that sentence! -why think so far...
= ="
my heart ah my heart....where are you.....died?




Me and da Naughty girl haha~