12th - bl0g abt him

Fri [2008::0822] day

[0635.p.m]

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The day before yesterday

He chat with me

I'm so happy that time! hahas

who knows once he know hwa's with me

then he say something like ::

"then stop lar she spy ppl very pro"

...................what the hell................

hurt me again!

Then yesterdayyyy

i chat with him again~ haha!

night chat again~ hahah!!

today chat with him AGAIN~ hahahaha!

but now....

no le..haha~

pity him le...from morning tuition till now...

sure very tired zeh

yesterday night he say bought me a souvenir

plus have story de hahas

make me sam c c...LOLs

i some more accidentally tell him i also bought smth for him

my god~~~

how...lols...cheat him didn't buy or what le

hahas

shouldn't tell him i buy de =.=

see also knw i buy that thing is for couple de le

T____________________T

so suffer! want to give also dun dare...

grr! mou yung!

``~难得注定的缘分~``

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11th - bl0g abt him

Tues [2008::0819] day

[0859.p.m]

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He still never reply me....

Yesterday i still comfort myself say that

~``Maybe bla bla``~

but today i asked seng rong....

he say it's possible to send a text or a call

i think i have no more a complete heart now...

it cracks into pieces

and these pieces cannot be stick anymore

怎么说忘就忘记

这甜蜜的过去　被思念包着厚厚的糖衣

不想再为了你伤心　这最冷的夏季

慢慢地　慢慢结成冰

承诺变悲哀　悲哀因我被爱

悲哀是因为你不在

我好想抱着你诉苦　却显得好无助

无助的让人想痛哭

我只想要和你在一起　朝着幸福走去

像恋人般的简单甜蜜

我只想要和你不分离　怎么轻易放弃

我想这一定是报应　都怪我太贪心

才让你头也不回的离去　黄色丝巾是想念　

在树上被风吹　孤单的孤单一个人无法沉睡

爱情怎么会让每颗心都碎　我不再相信你

却又慢慢想起你

．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．

10th - bl0g abt him

Mon [2008::0818] day

[0535.p.m]

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

受够了，不要reply就讲吧

没必要虚伪的说FindYouLater！

我不是你解闷的道具

要找就找。。要走就走

爽就聊久一点，不爽就*拜*也不说

``当你下次要玩伴时，手机按到没电时

情愿你别来找这失势女子``

it's more than enough for me..........

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9th - bl0g abt him

Mon [2008::0818] day

[1018.a.m]

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Today he going to thailand le....

pig him always wanna slp slp slp and ..slp

hahas!

see...now sure he sleeping! hahas

plus raining...shuang dao him liao lohh~

hehee

Dunno when he back leh hor....

thursday maybe? hahas

:D

haih....still haven't reply...how come he so ~lan fan~ one...

hahas!

sleep till tummy also big le lohhhhhh

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[0427.p.m]

Sei zai bao.....his -findyoulater- late till i forget my own surname

。。。而我对你的期待，被你一次次摔坏。。。

。。。已经碎成太多快要怎么拼凑跟重来。。。

LEE CHONG WEi ~

Sun [2008::0817] day

[0938p.m]

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YES! Chong Wei get 2nd! although not winner~

but he's still the best of the best in my heart

^__________________________^

i dun very understand they all de lohhhhhhhh

yes he lose.....so what?!

talk so much go compete urself lar!?

=.=

8th- bl0g abt him

Sun [2008::0817] day

[0817p.m]

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Wa....first time write 2 bl0g in a day...

hahas

my cousin watching ghost movie...haih =.=

just now went kepong to eat steamboat

we met our old neighbour

i don't really regconize them

omgod....my memory getting bad and bad

hahas!

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uncle him ar..everytime don't say *bye*

not everytime lar..most of the time

hahas! if he does that means something wrong xD

Dunno he busy er...or what...always so mm dak han

Dunno why everytime he find me first

then sms ha macam is i find him first like that

eg::[ME- ..... so boring la .....]

[XX- .... find something to do lo .....]

=.= haih

so mao dun....i saved some of his messages

i wanted to delete many times

but it isn't an easy thing to do...

i tell myself

-how could i delete his messages, that's the prove that we have chatted before-

anything lar~~~^ ^

``````````我无所谓。。我上过信掉过泪``````````

7th - bl0g abt him

Sun [20o8::0817] day

[1330.pm]

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

昨天~学校举行了童子军installation~

在那之前我们必须进行一个烹饪考试。。

煮得都还不错啦~算能吃 xD

只是。。installation plus cooking 这么久的时间

我们一句话都没说

我的心都变成灰色的了

到几时才会便回彩色？

他就是这么欠揍。。

每一次每一次当我觉悟时

他就会找我 =.= 天啊。。

放过我吧。。不要就说嘛。。

算啦。。我明白的^ ^

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6th - bl0g abt him

Thurs [20o8::0814] day
[0913.pm]

好久没写日记了。。很多人都变了。。很多事都不一样了。。

记得上个月 ：：7月：： 我们都没说话

没有联系，没有互动，谈天就更不用说了吧。。

还是一样抱着少许期望的我，还是一样在不知所措

进和退对我来说也都是一样了。。

~而他。。一次又一次地把我的心弄碎。。

``有一次，眼看送他的锁匙圈 被挂在其他人的铅笔盒上

我那时真得很想送他以吧。。最后，我只是大力的推椅子

- 8月-

这个月跟他的关系好多了 =]

短讯多了，说话多了，眼神多了，笑话多了，感情也好了~哈哈

是我想太多啦 嘻嘻

我已经发了誓。。昨晚再没有希望的话我就放弃！

果然。。就是这样。。

我也很坦白的对他说我喜欢的人是他。。

哈哈！然后我们两个就好像在都斗冷静一样。。

感觉超好笑的~哈哈！

他还说。。有问题一定要跟他说。。

[我心想：：有用吗？嘿嘿]

但今天又好像恢复原状，冷冷的冰又出现在他身上了。。

算啦。。预算之内~^ ^

在学校。。还比自己要若无其事的和他说话。。

算不错了啦~ 嘿嘿

5th - bl0g abt him

Wed [20o8::0605] day

[1238.am]

``recently listening to = Mo0n RivEr

hahas~yesterday he attend the *undang* class

weird...his 1st text to me was

- ei...cool girl...doing what -

scared me worsely.... @.@

hahas! how impossible he find me huh?? xD hahas!

by the way, i`m controlling myself to always have a (-) minded

just to ensure that i won't be too sad if the result

not like what i want or hope

i know im getting used to find him if im free

(as if he'll surely reply me) =.=

this chap 3 am also haven't slp...my dear god =.=

thank god i nvr wait for his reply...

if not i`ll be sleeping now...hahahas!

paiseh

As the case yesterday he texted me first

i`m so so so happy! h0h0

help me~~ hahas...anyway, i`m trying to recall his shortcoming

(i said this everyday hor?) xD hahahas!

ぴ 我的痛怎么形容，一生爱错放你的手 ぴ

4th - bl0g abt him

TUE [20o8::0603] dayy

[0523.pm]

Someday of last week

that chap told me that he's just lying me that he have a gf

=.=

mou liu dou sei

wow....few days didn't write bl0g le xD

paiseh paiseh...hahaha

last few days still agonizing...

even last night still can't sleep well

but today quite odd

he nudge me in msn le! =]

(i know he find me coz he's bored la)

hehe

however, i felt gratify enough! h0h0

this chap still the same

never want to say goodbye to me =.=

no manners...LOLs

hahas! yesterday i imagined something...

hahahas! it's quite nonsense

i imagined if we're couple-ing...

then i`ll go his house on holidayS n jog with him

HAHAHAHA~! idiot lar me ..white stick xD