12日09月08年，晴。

ergh....today im so "hak zai" T______T
haih~
what a BAD DAY~~!!!
what theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....................
really bad luck lar!
morning already bad luck till now...
now add a bad thing again!
dunno which stupid idiot fella !
tell en.harri my things !
dun let me know who is't. sure i chop him into pieces and throw into the sea.
why dun u tell months before !?
mou yeh wan yeh zou...
kepo dou sei !
all my nice moods gone la !
i dun want to blog now d lar !
i scare my blog will full of (-) things and rude word.

11日09月08年，晴。

weee...ystd chatted again...lols
actually i dunno what to happy for...
hahahah

today heard he say rude word again...
aihz...
how come he became like this already de...
actually say rude word is okayy lar
but nt too often lar
IF he said it because he's angry
then will be very ~yeng~ lar of course
hehe
but............................................
ahhaha

today he keep `leee~ leee~ leee~`
then i straight away look at him
hahahaks... so funny...

LSR say i seems dun like him already
plus have a bit feeling toward ky
but i can tell him it's wrong! ahahah
or maybe it's true...just tat i didnt realize?
he say ky wanted me to be his partner at prom night
ha..........impossible ler....dun try to cheat me lsr...hahahaa

haih...i have been waiting for his souvenir for so long d
now...ekor pun tak nampak pun~
say want to give me by himself wer...
wait till i so disappointed already
what's wrong with giving me at the school?
I dont want to wait anymore le...
wait for something which seems like nt going to happen
is a hurt to yourself right? :D



DUN FORGET TO SMiLE!! ~^ ^

09日09月08年，晴。

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...................................
today heard he scold v bad word...omgod
first time...he's really emo...hahah
im really sweatttt that time...
so sad why he could scold bad word to a girl
that's the first time i feel i didn't regret that we're break
haha! just kidding
now he ask me to fly a kite fly ah fly ah fly till i forgot he scolded her =.= LOLs
fly a kite? what's that mean ...
make me pening only...haha

today wy dunno what happen again...always suddeny no mood
grrr

mrs liew ahaha she's really a good teacher xD
learnt a lot of new words from her :D
plus kind some more

07日09月08年，晴。

weee~~ i very miss him...macam mana haha
mati lo...mana ada org boleh miss him again after angry him
haha!
cure me~~

07日09月08年，晴。

haha! yesterday he forwarded a msg to me
i know myself...im still beh song
BUT THEN...==" he's still in my mind all the time
how to clear o...
who can teach me...
why i always miss him...
so annoying...lols!
qi sin lar me...ntg to do...

just now did my physics homework...omgod...
there's only one question i dunno how to do
how impossible huh!? hahas!

today's hiphop class...wow...that song really
yeng! haha
teacher say that might be our perfomance song

in the afternoon...ych sms me...
suddenly only...he teach those year 12 students
who're going to chong hwa
pro him lohh~ haha form four teach tingkatan 6....haha

06日09月08年，晚。

no mood...
ma deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer
feel like throwing something to this screen!
pretend!!? ya i LOVE to pretend!
how!? Can't i!? Must get ur permission!?
ya i pretend! so what!? kill me lar?
didn't even mention my name then say you're calling me
i learnt it

i say you scolded me when i just ask u smth only
you say you admit you're lanC..then?
means everything u scolded me will be cleared?
u just dunno hw pain is it
care abt you ask you why you sit at the back during chemi class
then kena scolded : non of ur business!
fine la! i know you dun need anyone care abt you
can't u just keep quiet and dun say anything rather than scold me?!

last time...whenever im angry or sad...he's the one who accompany me
why now he became the one who make me sad
WHY WILL I SAD BECAUSE OF U!!!?
I JUST DUN UNDERSTAND WHY!!!
i dun wanna do anything to you think anything of you care everything of you anymore
do more hurt more think more sad more care more disappointment more

whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
i can't find any reason any answer
but i found a reason nt to love you
no..it's nt a reason..
it's A LOT OF FACT which i HAVE TO accept.

i stopped my sudoku game for half an hour.
my brain can't function at all.
just full of WHY !
why he say i lanc
why i'll be sad of it
why he didn't realize whatever i care abt him but dun answer him
why the one who make me smile nt him anymore
why i can smile only when his msn conv box closed
why i kept all the things he gave me but he gave mine to others
why i knew he gave to others but i still talk to him
why i know he wouldn't reply but i still sms him





hw?! nw he sent me a funny forward msg..but i still can cry while looking at the word smile...
why i feel like im going to dun angry at him again
why am i so stubborn
......

06日09月08年，雨。

几天没blog了，没心情写。
也几天没跟他聊天了，完全不懂他的近况。

换了位子几天。坐在他前面。
这班男的真的是，无[臭]话不说耶！==
哈哈~
真搞不懂他们在想什么，有那么爽吗？
我问过他为什么常骂脏话。
他说太高兴或生气的时候就会说，
可是每一次他说的时候，我都不觉得他高兴或生气啊
==
他只是说惯了。

哎，下载flashplayer整整半个小时了，
一点“声气”也没有。
气！

03日09月08年，晴。

昨天没心情，所以没写了。

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
今天在班被老师换了位子，竟然坐在dicky隔壁。
还是他的前+隔壁。
也是一样，没说话。
我的病又来了，我又撑不住了啦！
就快想放弃了。
啊，忘了做tugasan harian。天啊！
我的脑还想得出什么啊？！
忘了他吧，没用的，做什么都没用了。

01日09月08年，阴

haha...i don't want to write `BLABLAth-bl0g abt him` le
because i don't hope that my world only full of him :D
see! i bl0g in a same day again...haha
my godd...macam jing san fan lit
ohya....tomorrow civic class...my group have to present
+ im the presenter...my god...
know that shamsul de lar...heh mm heh also shoot first
after school still have to stay back
for arranging the chairs for exhibition on wednesday
TiRED~~~
ergh~~ pimple! i hate u!

T__________________T

hahaks...dunno that chap got pimple bo haha
omgod! just now i visit JC's friendster profile
he's THIN enough to make me couldn't regconize him
AT ALL!!
hohoho...and i can feel that
he is so close to his chonghwa classmate
i feel so warm compared to my classmate =.=
hahah
not what lar...just tat they're like
what also can play~ what also can talk even secrets
hahaks

whoah...i watching a show...talk abt hk old themepark
all couples go...so shuang~
see also feel like playing...haha

hee....he just sms me...ask abt math homework^ ^
dunno why...ji ma luk dao thing i also can smile so long
ahhahaks!


以好久没有你的消息，好久都没有和你谈心
好想念你总爱对我说，你近来都都怎么那么多~
如今你是否还留“短”发，你是否也仍没夜迟回家
你是不是还爱咬指甲
oh “boy”~ 我今夜好想你啊！
梦，我和你的一切都是梦
那为何我会心动？
谁？为了谁？为了谁心动在分分钟？
风他不肯说，云悄悄飘过，黑夜它依旧沉默
只有天上一颗星星说：他睡了，你是否也该休息了
心跳却说服我，没有错~
让我心动的人，是谁啊？愿那在梦中的你会懂。 :D

哈！开心开心~

01日09月08年，一，雨。

哈哈，刚跟他聊完天。
他刚刚打完羽毛球而已。
在他说拜之前，他说他很累，要洗澡了。
其实还蛮开心的！哈哈！至少他没有直接说拜就走。
呵呵，爽爽爽！

一个小时前跟ttn用msn通电。
说了很多没用的东西，哈哈！
讲讲下，我的“表姨”很大声地喊了一声"hk"！
哇！气死我了。
ttn听到了，就说。。哈？她很oudated哦~
我的心就冷了一下，心想：是咯，都已经过去了。

我也跟grace聊了关于他的事。
哈哈，令我想起在Form1的时候，
他们刚知道我的nickname是angel后，
他去交书，然后走回去位子的时候
念了几声 - angel angel~ - 哈哈！
我看他都忘记有这样的事了。

前几天我忽然发现一件事！啊！我太笨了！
他说他妹妹看了我的blog，他就骂我讲他找我谈天只是为了解闷。
我还傻傻的说我没有这个意思。
[这不是表示了我全部的blog根本都是在讲他吗？！]
好笨，好蠢，好没脑哦我 ==
太笨了 太笨了！