不要放弃！

01日09月08年，一，晴。

我在跟grace谈天，说了她跟hwk的问题。
他们出现了问题，搞得我也跟她一起伤心了。
她是好像很开心这样，可是我知道她很在意他的感受。
跟她聊了很多，看来他真的生气她了。
怎样都好，希望他们赶快好回吧！哈哈
我现在什么都没在想，只是帮帮她想要怎么办 ^ ^

01日09月08年，一，晴

01日09月08年，一，晴。

秋 真得很惨，被自己喜欢的人，
好 叫去吃团圆饭。明显不想去的她
还是得去。
就在那一天，婷 要跟 好 分手，
不经意看到的 秋 ，也跟着流泪了。

而当 好 想对 秋 表达心意时，
秋 也刚放弃了他，有更好的对象了。
____________________________

刚刚看到grace的msn，写了h.w.k，
看都知道是那个傻佬，哈哈


昨天妈问我，几时要电直头发，
我想了一想，哈哈。不知道。

好闷啊 ~

１30日08月2008年，阴

他又头痛了，好惨
身体那么虚哦。

刚才永辉 sms我，不懂为什么
总觉得他怪怪的，好像在伤心什么。

那个babi lou，气少我一秒会死的啊
还叫我babi moi 咧。傻佬～

哎呀，那“衰仔”说要ｓｐｙ我的ｂｌｏｇ，
未死过？　哈哈！开玩笑。

今天晚餐，我只吃了１／３的炸鸡，和一碗汤罢了
他还吃鱼翅，羡慕死我了。哈哈
惨了，一点都不饿。哈哈

心还傻傻忘了跳

我的心情就好像今天的天气。。
时亮时灰

有时我真的不明白，某某喜欢我，
而他们就好像逼着我接受他
我明明跟他们说了我不喜欢他
他们就偏偏爱撮合我们
而每一次每一次，我都好想他帮帮我

不说了，不然我又发脾气了。。哈哈

慧 终于放弃他了！
真得很替她高兴~毕竟被“困”了那么久
豪 也对他不理不睬
不喜欢她也不说
慧 放了他也好的，最起码不用无故伤心了
没有他的时候，她的笑容是最甜的！=]

今天好闷啊！根本没事做
忘了他为什么能够让我一步一步走火入魔
突然好想看小叮当哦， 嘿嘿
也突然好想他哦。嘻嘻
我怀念的，是无话不说
连空气都是甜的。。哈哈

每次看他有做功课，准时交上去
我都会有一丝丝的开心
因为我不想他的成绩再跌了
真鸡婆啊我 呵呵

rainy day :D

raining le...so nice^ ^

today i sot sot dei le...keep on laugh hehe
my cousin say i qi jor sin...even my kakak ask me laughing with who
ahhaha cham lo? hehe
[yay eating lamb...wahaha nice nice]
suddenly feel the world so ncie pretty and fantastic xD

same day...again...

in a sad mood le...fast hor ? =.=

i just read my previous posts....

so contrast...

this post..im so so so sad

the next post..i laugh like a soh poh pula

hahas....

i wish i can share my every happiness and sadness with him

i wish i can know his happiness and sadness too

i wish he will tell me his things like what he did last time

i wish he ask me [what happen? (: ] like last time

i wish i can tell him my problems

i wish i can clear his problems too

i wish i can say whateva i want to say like what i did last time

i wish he can crap whateva he wants to crap like last time too~

:))

hee

.......dreaming again le........

my sick getting worse haha !



....

i misss himmmmmm............. !

it's already 9 42p.m...18th bl0g abt him

ergh....again !
why can't i just forget abt him !
hate myself !
4 years le....how can i want forget then forget
i always say want to forget..want to take him out from heart
by the end...
forgot myself...took myself out pula..

~last wednesday i cried in the class
i failed my BM... T____________________T
i never fail it...plus with a low mark some more
i'm so sad......
80/100 is because of the result
the rest....because he seems like nver care about it...
haih...
must work for a better result le ! Dun be lazy ! :D

~these few days seldom chat with him le...
dunno why leh...maybe he forget abt me already
LOLs...
last time...i can just send a stupid message to disturb and start a conversation wth him
today...i just scaring that i'll disturb him and bring him annoyance

~yesterday ..when they're talking abt seng rong and i
i saw him smiling...i hope i can explain to him [we're just fren]
i really want to explain...maybe he dun need that explanation

~he says that i'm affected by wengh [Gg]
i couldn't smile anymore...i hope i can explain to him again..[i'll nt affect by anyone else exp...]

~last last week...BM teacher gone crazy and almost burst because of lisan
she shouted at those ppl who not yet prepared for it
he's one of them...
i saw him angrying...i hope i can ask him nt to do that

~few days of last week...i saw him looking at me while i'm looking at him too
i wanted to see few more seconds..
but i tell myself [dun do tat...u'll make it worse]

~last few weeks...when he got the news that he kena NS
he said that after he go there then can say byebye to bestari already
i dun actually understand that...hahas
just a few small lil tears rolling in my eyes...
wondering how worse is it when we both leave the school
and won't see each other so often

...
everytime he angry of me...i'll be very nervous and scared
i mou guat hei dou sent 2 message to ask him dun angry

...
haha! i still remember last few years...when my oldest cousin marry
at the wedding dinner
i sms with him...if i'm nt wrong i was in form2 that time
half way of the conversation...he sent me a forward message
haha! i can't refrain from laughing plus sweat after a sweet smile
i just remember part of it...
>>Some1 miss u
need u
worry abt u
lonely without u
..
guess who?
the monkey in the zoo<<
sweatsss~ hahaha !

...
dunno this year my birthday will get a present from him anot lehh
he so bad...never buy me a birthday present before but i bought him from F1-3 le
haha...but i dun blame him la...ppl nt close with me also..buy for me meh...haha
miss my little devil~ hahah..long time didn't see him le...haha
thank god i still have my lil daughter :D
AH! i know what name should i give my daughter le...
DD ? hehee....lil Doggy Daughter<< wahaha
finally...

...
suddenly remember the very first time he call me xD
cos i blamed him never call me before...hahah
when he call me...just laugh only...hahas xD i also ikut le
so sad my mum's there that time...just can talk softly and end the call faster
hehee
last few years...forgot which year le...form2 maybe...
april fool...i went midvalley with my sis...i called him and joke with him
hahah [xx...you're so handsome...today...] hahaha!
................cool~~~~~~~~~........................ he just replied [oh] =.=

...
i misss himmmm ................................................. ! T______________________T

无野讲。。

昨日我在msn同佢讲咗短短几分钟。。
感觉完全唔同o西
无咗d开心同兴奋
唔通我哋真的要搞成咁?
今日。。我竟然第一封传给佢o即sms就讲再见
估唔到我可以咁绝情
可能咁佢会开心d。。
今日係国庆日。。同以前一样
都是係一個人过
唔知佢又点哩？

。。。
最近好多野烦，功课退步咗，
感情问题又。。哎
有时真係觉得“佢”唔错o家
总比佢好DD咁啦
但是返到去见到佢，又忍唔住讲一句
“都係佢最好” <又骗自己>
哈哈
乜都好啦
讲过放就放！唔想咁多，读好D书！加油蠢妹！

17th - bl0g abt him

Fri [2008::0829] day
[0850.p.m]

....................................................

this might be the last post abt him

i

don't

think

i

CAN

still

be

so

tough

like

what

i

did

last

time

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we chat last last night...he never reply...fine
ystd...didn't even explain or tell me that he nvr reply...nvm
today...texted him...never reply also...happy ending
i swear i'll nvr nvr find him again

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haih...how come so mnay ppl misunderstand seng rong and i
i`m the actual spot light lar...
he that fella only smile smile smile...
remind me of what he did last time!
stupid!
>>> when we're couple...ttn trying to `chase` me...he dare to say good luck to him
never mind lar...
after that....wwh....he dare to say he dun wan to talk to me cos he scare he misunderstand
fine!
then...yky...no energy to say already
i've no more heart to let him break again

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16th - bl0g abt him

Don't take him out le.. 我舍不得。。。。