01日01月09年，早。

hoho....it's the first day of year09!!! hahaha


is this the time for me to really think abt it?


is this the time for me to really give it up?


or this is the time for me to continue it.....treat him better? haha!

Let's say abt that haha

ystd at there....she was singing 'bei pan'.....when i saw the sentence -ni bi wo qing chu hai yao wo shuo ming bai-.....then reminds me of the gagal biao bai of the days before

the god is so bad....ngam ngam that time they arrived....iish

i dun wanna look at them....fai c the dicky saw my tears then zat me again.....lols

saw him lagi sad! suo yi better dun look.....

sei zai = =

dunno le....ystd very happy....but i knw....it's all 'cause of dicky tan.....the 1 who plan for me....who so sik do....let me have the chance....but i also dunno HOW SHOULD IT CALLED a chance....haha hor ...tkl

= =

DAMN  SAD!! !!!!= =

31日12月08年，晚。

hahaha! last day of 08 le........i'll remember all the wind wind rain rain this year de^^

drive drive drive~ hahaha =)

dicky damn pro....omgod....thx hahaha

and finally = = i buy i give....haha but then i wrote his name on the card too la

i very good de??? keke no lar...just kidding....im SUPPOSE to write include his name de hahah

si bu si = =....ppl 1 msg then happy until alsmot cry

30日12月08年，晚。

tmr wei yin bd le.....

bought a cup......tmr ask whether that soh lou wanna share boh

haha

i buy...you give = =" sweat haha

he reply so slow = =" wait till i oi oi

29日12月08年，晴。

haizyer....明明就是表白。。还要搞得好像不是酱！气死了。。。

haiz....还很笨蛋酱。。因为他讲她美。。就走去change style = =。。。没脑到爆er你！

28日12月08年，晚。

heiyer....sei zai...keep say me and dicky....gik sei ngo....others say also not that sad....dun ask why....very obvious why only he say i only sad lo.....= =

....

oh no.....dun chuen bou ..............................

28日12月08年，晴。

如果有一天
我回到从前
回到最原始的我
你是否会觉得我不错
如果有一天
我离你遥远
不能再和你相约
你是否会发觉我已经说再见
当你的眼睛眯着笑
当你喝可乐当你吵
我想对你好
你从来不知道
想你想你
也能成为嗜好
当你说今天的烦恼
当你说夜深你睡不着
我想对你说
却害怕都说错
好喜欢你
知不知道
如果有一天
梦想都实现
回忆都成了永远
你是否还会记得今天
如果有一天
我们都发觉
原来什么都可以
无论是否还会停留在这里
也许空虚让我想得太多
也许该回到被窝
梦里和相遇
就毫不犹豫
大声的说我要说
当你的眼睛眯着笑
当你喝可乐当你找
我想对你好
你从来不知道
想你想你
也能成为嗜好
啦～　啦～
我想对你说
却害怕都说错
还喜欢你
知不知道
啦～　啦～e

27日12月08年，晚。

today went sg.w...haha bought shirts...kaka
it's time to change style le
DUN WORRY! not lala....hahaha

ystd midnight ngam ngam 00++ got a soh lou sent me a *bah* = =
no need i say also knw who le lo...hahah
he say because ystd i hou sam ask abt his sickness...so he find me chat
feel so like to zat him say then i'll everyday ask le
haha! if i really do then you cham le.....hor? hahahah!
by end i be the last messenger le...so hate to be this =(
every time also last

haha...pink...fat....short

just now my cousin ask me if she talk bad abt him will i angry...
i mai say sure...my fren leh....
then she say i lie....
= = ngo gang hai xeong he not my fren only lo....but what to do

26日12月08年，晚。

糟糕！惨！

我这几天开口又是他。。闭口又是他。。

开眼又想到他。。闭眼又看到他。。

听歌又听到他。。不听又想着他。。

看戏又看到他。。不看又发梦他。。

无聊又想找他。。很忙又去找他。。

吃饭又念着他。。没吃又念着他。。

坐着又想他的笑。。走路想到他又笑。。

看着白白的纸又看到他。。看着黑黑的纸又想到他。。

看着手表又想到他买手表的那一天。。

看着杯子又想到他想要的那一个。。

看着他送的礼物又想，（干吗买自己喜欢的东西给人啊）哈哈！

看着随便一件衣服又想到他的衣服。。

看着挂在墙上的钟又有他的样子。。

看着没开的电脑又有他的样子。。

今天更惨了。。讲讲这个又扯到他。。讲讲那个也扯到他。。

听到他赞她又还好。。听到她讲他跟她讲了又很想死。。

现在没跟他聊也很想死。。

haiyohhh...7 个月了。。还以为可以放了。。dim ji 越踩越深

搞不好睡觉也会hao ap ap他的名字 = = 没那么衰吧

25日12月08年，晴。

~ Merry Christmas ~ ! ^^

haha . cake^^ . hahah

tq tau ning....hahah he give me YOU JIA's album =)

tq stephanie.....she give me a set of ling ling long long xD

tq hwa wee.....she give me a pair of ling ling long long too =P

tq king lee^^.....he..........dunno....hahaha!

few hours later the soh poh back le....wakaka

FORGOT TO SAY!!! xD hehehe

ystd he ask me get good rest.....hahahaha =X peace~~~~wakaakak

G0d........................miss him la.................................but he doesn't miss me..... =(

hahahah = =

19日12月08年，早。

七点四十五分，醒来还是看不到他reply..= = 。。。


昨天发梦，看到有一个人载我回家，
这位新手竟然用单手驾车
危险到。。。可是还蛮yeng的
哈哈



十二点二十六分，晒死人咯~

18日12月08年，早。

又不能了。。。
不要就不要啦，干嘛装不懂
比起被拒绝这个还更气！
都7个月了还不能感动他，
他问酱多次，我都坚持不讲
就是怕像现在这样
好不容易有勇气讲是他，结果我都不懂他是真不懂还是装不懂
唯有陪他一起不懂
我的心血，蒸发成雨，再下成雨也舍不得淋湿你

17日12月08年，雨。

★ 可以不爱了。。。。。


还能凭什么，要是爱不可感动人
他都不爱了，我爱来还有什么用

16日12月08年，晚。

★ A Boring Day


ah lee go driving test today...pass ady...


ah wei say he never spoke rude words for many days becoz i asked him not to do so
but i`ll never believe him


ystd promised dicky to cele his bd at oneU
1 lw 1 = =.....hope another him wont angry


just saw wk photo at peggy's profile


and i got ntg to do now


HDLM....BILH

15日12月08年，晴。

★ She's Not Here, Then You Started To Zuo Guai Le! = =


auto manual auto manual @ @"" haihz
hahah
mm....auto ....easy de....manual....hard de....
i think so....hahah

dota gt mini game ger meh @ @"" nw only i knw ahhah cham

ystd Ah Wei suddenly sms me.....so long didnt contact le
gt bit mm guan lols
i mean NOT mm guan didnt contact ...
dun misund hahah
he sent me Jay's 晴天 lyrics....
i asked him what's that mean...he say ntg = =
wuliao dao him ah

waliao....ppl yam siu also guan nei c meh = =
ergh

haha...ttn say he bought me yoga's limited edition album
good good... xD

13日12月08年，晚。

★  又来了 = =

他又不reply了！什么事哦 = =
我有那么烦吗 ？？？
算了 不会再找他了

13日12月08年，早。

★ I See...keke

Belated wishes ~^ ^    xP

\\.♥. Jane

\\.♥. Jerlynn

\\.♥. King Lok

\\.♥. Chen Ping - England lou xD

\\.♥. Keat Yong

\\.♥. Juliana

\\.♥. k Jun gor

\\.♥. Wei Yin

\\.♥. Cheng Yen

12日12月08年，晴。

★ yEsTeRdaY - OnE u WitH mY DeAr ~

eat : SeOuL gArDeN ~

shop : a l0t ~ kaka

play : dInG DiNg gEi    xD

receive : nEcKlaCe Fr0m JeSs :(  s0 tOuCh

Who Wished Me ^ ^ (SMS)

\\.♥. Johnson (he was the 1st ! XP)

\\.♥. Nian Sian

\\.♥. Chun lim

\\.♥. Bunny - ng yew keat 

\\.♥. Jess

\\.♥. Yii Hawe

\\.♥. Maxiz

\\.♥. Wei Kian

\\.♥. King Lee

\\.♥. Celia (cousin ^ ^)

\\.♥. Grace

\\.♥. Kuannie

\\.♥. Kang Shen

\\.♥. Pui Pui

\\.♥. Seng Rong

\\.♥. Yick Shen

Who Wished Me ^ ^ (friendster)

\\.♥. Wei Leong

\\.♥. Elvis

\\.♥. 乄骆王子乄

\\.♥. Danny

\\.♥. Micheal

\\.♥. Bryan

\\.♥. Jun Wen

\\.♥. Edwin

\\.♥. Aiyoyo(i dunno his name = =)

\\.♥. Joe!

\\.♥. Nathalie

\\.♥. Jing Yao

\\.♥. Suit Yee

\\.♥. Dannah

\\.♥. King Yie

\\.♥. Xiao Xiao

\\.♥. k JUN! haha

\\.♥. Xiao Huai Dan

\\.♥. Alexander Boo

\\.♥. FJ

\\.♥. Teng Jun

\\.♥. da ben dan

\\.♥. Jeffery

....

0bVioUslY wEi Yin , HwA WeE, TaU nInG , StEpH nvr wish me T_____T so sad hahaha

09日12月08年，晚。

★  哎。。怎么那么多？！

气死啦！长那么好看做么。。。

蜂跟蝶都多死了。。。  :(

uyer.................~!

我在干嘛啊  = =

救命啊~~~~~~~

08日12月08年，晚。

★我喜欢你开始脸红了
我爱上你傻傻听我的
我幻想你世界都疯了
下一秒我唱我的歌

我喜欢你疯狂的想着
我爱上你自在的快乐
我幻想你永远是我的
我要的我爱的多难得

08日12月08年，早。

★ YeStErDaY nIgHt



mY DaD bRiNg Us g0 SoMewHeRe aT SS2


eAt LuNg Ha ~~ nIcE-NyA


HaHa...0bViOuSly nT FulL eNuF dE La~ keke


nExt tImE mUst MuSt muSt bRiNg KuAnNiE g0 eAt zor~ nyek



★ T0DaY aFtErN0On


~ a.d.g.j.q.x ~ WaKakA ~

wAiTinG f0r mCd0nAld ...wee hoo~

kEkE

07日12月08年，雨。

[TODAY it's my mom's bd!^ ^]


just now went for hip h0p class kaka xD

Becky was in k0rea so her friend

[s0me1 in Racken Force] came t0 teach us

(the malay 0ne)

he kept 0n talk in malay xD

all 0f us was like....erm....hahah xD

c0z it's like a kind of weird =X

0ww...raining~~ hahah

dunn0 that pig d0ing what leh ~

______________________________
Just nw i visited s0me1 whom i n0t really knw de ppl's bl0g...

my g0d....everytime visit also gt different 男主角

=X

0k lar....ppl business marh

but the thing i was sh0cked is ...n0w her king became her ex's fren

@_@"

hahah....pr0 ~

______________________________
Hwa wee in taiwan~~ so syok

if i nver change my mind that day

maybe im there to0....hahah

mei ban fa.....im s0 qi dai h0w will he wish me happi birthday

x) jiu suan it's 0nly a short sentence `happy bd`

als0 better than in Taiwan right xD

______________________________
16th of dec s0me1 g0nna face the first driving test in his life luu~~ hahaha

g0d bless u~~ hahah nah....i seld0m ask g0d to bless any1 de ahh

you should be happi =D ! hahaha jkjk

i kn0w u dun need that /gg hehe

let me bless harh la~~~ =))

______________________________
Just n0w gor fetch me home....

ask him buy present for mom he duwan

:@ ...angry betul =.= hahah

06日12月08年，晚。

[:@ !!!!! ]


王八蛋！！气死我了！

我再也不要理他了！

王八蛋！王八蛋！王八蛋！！！！！！！


。。。

啊！我干嘛生气那个王八蛋啊！管我什么事！？

气死了！祝你早一点掉进大洞里！

还我白担心！有没有搞错啊！笨蛋！笨蛋！笨蛋！

我看我的“心”还是拿去丢掉吧！每次担心/关心别人都没好下场！

还要自己安慰自己！怎么那么没天理！？

王八蛋！别再让我看到你！一定把你坎成十八段！

05日12月08年，晚。

[sien...]


few days didn't see him d....is like

he lost or what...

gt a bit worry =.= tim

but im `gik` also!

adui....where he go

not went in hospital then enuf hahaha jk

04日12月08年，晚。

[neway bd~]


i l0ve u~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xD

...

hahah xD dunno izit i have mind share with him....everytime sure gt yu gan that he will not reply so soon hahahahaha! =.= like that also happy...jia lak hahah

01日12月08年，晚。

[爱太痛]


吃不能吃 睡不能睡
没有了你 全都不对
我都学不会 把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠

笑不能笑 哭不敢哭
人不像人 鬼不像鬼
朋友都说这 不过失恋
但我却连呼吸都胆怯

能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把爱割舍

01日12月08年，晚。

[又没希望了！]


今天下午，弹琴弹弹下忽然很想哭 = =

现在也很想，能做的都做了，不能做的也做了，

还能凭什么？要是爱不可感动人。。。。。。。

以他刚刚的反应，以前，我可能会怪他，生气他又是这样，

可是现在，我只觉得很。。累。。又那么冷淡。。

算啦，他开心就好。。

没有力再伤心下去了

01日12月08年，晴。

[the gagal fried rice =.=]


气死人！哎。。。。

又是这样，蜜蜂蝴蝶还真多咧。

不想放弃却无能为力。 =.=

能做得都做了，没办法，不能就是不能，

``请你别嫌我将这煽情奉献给你，
..还能凭什么，拥抱若未令你兴奋，
..还能凭什么，要是爱不可感动人，
..谁人又相信一世一生这肤浅对白，
..将我漫天心血一一抛到银河，
..我只得千言万语放在你身，
..比渴望地老天荒更简单，未算罕有
..难保我活着但却已心死。

01日12月08年，晴。

整天按电话，有没有酱多狂蜂狼蝶哦。。。。。。。

28日11月08年，雨。

[a da gip day =.=]


Today.. Dunno what to say
We went to the park..
We sat in the pondok..
..a indian fat guy came in after 2minutes..
He looks weird..
He started to ask many questions..
Saying that want to show me a gun..
My heart beats gone very fast..
I tried to call him..
He asked me to off it..
He tried to go near me..
And his tail shown us off..
Ask for phone and wallets..
And oh my god..
I failed to control my terrible heart beats..
He came nearer and wanted to take it..
By the way, =.= i scolded him..
Ask him to be patient and wait!
For twice =.=
He finally got angry..
He stood up..
He said he wants to ask for his brothers..
I hope he go away!
Indeed, he really gone..
I scared to the max..
I holded their hands and shouted RUN!
At the end, we ran to the boys over the other side..
I called him..
Starting to angry..
Say coming but still not yet there..
They cried loudly..
I comfort them..
The boys called him..
He said he's in the home..
When i heard this..
I said : you better go die.
He asked his fren to pass the phone to me..
I was so angry and i reject to listen his call..
I was thinking whether i'm bad because of reject his call..
Am i?
Who ask him don't go immediately..
When i'm home..
He called me again..
I spoke to him with a cool reaction..
And now..
Am i still bad?
I can't determine le..
But i feel like want to chat with him..
also feeling like don't wanna disturb him..


....


smth wrong with me...i thought the one who i should find to chat is him?
hw come ......maybe scare sot jor

27日11月08年，晴。

[thought of something..]


ystd that sei zai bao ask me to borrow him db...
i kacau kacau awhile then dun want to borrow ady!
dun care some more!
hou loh....borrow him
dim ji one *thanks* word also dun have
a short word tq also enuf lo....
what also dun have....take ady then byebye
THE PROBLEM IS BYE ALSO NVR SAY!!!!

dou bu dong shui hurt shui duo yi dian


suan lar.....talk abt yesterday
that bicycle guy....he came again
kacau again
talk again
and at the end....take number =.=
after he ask for it. then i tell him tat ask him to give his to me
[is a old fashion technique of nt giving number to him =.=]
finally ...he gone....
when we're walking to home
he take again
as u knw...my cousin (who say he's lengzai) keep ask me to give
then i give lo

si tkl! no mood ah! ahhhhhh~!!!!!
most of the time sms me also ask me to do thing one
nt send song then borrow thing, nt borrow thing then ask smth,
although he did find me just for chat...bt the different of the ratio so big
i knw him....if he saw this he`ll either dun find me at all, saying im blaming him OR start to ask me abt this and explain = =

ystd xiao bing's spec dropped at the road side =.= thank god it's still there after few HOURS =.=

i think i have to edit, delete or whateva blog 22日11月08年，晚。 !!!


A critical disappointment dosen't hurts ME as much as all the small extent disappointment that he done

25日11月08年，晚。

[傍晚]


刚刚去了我家附近的公园，
结果见到昨天那一班“脚车党”，
就算了，
我看我的表妹们打羽球。
。。。

几分钟后，
我上场打，打打下看到他骑着脚车在我旁边
：我也要打！
我就一幅不爽的脸：拿！给你打咯！
还不趁机会骂他！
哇，爽到我啊！哈哈


过不久，他又问多一次，我就配合多他一次 ==”
我们走，他们跟 ==”
走走下，
又是他的脚踏车，
：不打了啊?
：酱大风，你打咯~

结果，原来我的小表妹已经开始在说
：他很帅耶！
（无奈””）

废得可以~~~哈哈哈！

24日11月08年，晚。

[天秤座男人很容易把女人寵壞，然後又在真的寵壞她之後告訴她—妳太壞了。]


哈哈！he find me...whoahh~~ shuang ~~ hahahah

tq fren^ ^

just read the horoscope thingy....waliao...

accurate dao~ ahhaha

nyeknyek....tkl~ late to class pig!! xD

too long nvr wake so early leh? hoho

u syok lar tmr go learn drive =(

dun sei too much foh arh....hahah jkjk

al0ne in house nw.... =( scare............................. )=

23日11月08年，阴。

[dance funky town! waka~]


omg0d! hahah saw lam fung dance today....whoahh~
yeng dao~~~ hahaha xD

wee~ chat with him again ahhahaha
siao liao =.=

that sei fei hao ahh...kacau kacau...
always joke hahah

eat lo...hahah.....................................................(:

22日11月08年，晚。

[already on bed xP]


还好xxxx，要不然我不懂到几时才发现原来他那么重要^^

20日11月08年，晚。

[夏雪-难保我活着，但却已心死]


好久没写blog楼~~~哈哈
真闷啊！他又不reply了。=="
哈哈。。。。
哎！
又多一个！救命啊！
那些“狂蜂浪蝶”还真多啊。。。
顶不顺了，再多一个我都会疯掉！
虽然。。虽然他是没什么反应。。
可是。。很危险。。很难讲。。
哈哈

tkl今天学车。。哇卡！
好像很好玩，可是很累[as like what you said /gg]
~~~wee!! reply liao hahah ==" but so damn short~~~
ok...continue haha!!
我也要驾车~~~ xD

林峰-夏雪 很好听！！！ 哈哈

18日11月08年，晚。

[sei zai bao]


haihz...just now that tkl say wanna buy present for me
sooooooooooooooo happy de~~~
dim ji the reasonSS he gave me make me so @_@"
dunno should sad or angry =.= bun loi want also dun wan liao
hahaha

say yam cha also wanna use auto-msg @_+"

always suddenly ask me who i like...my god...heart attack-ed =_@"
if i said u also won't believe la hor? hahah!

si dicky...say i play am luen, how old ady hahhaha
duh~~ chui meh /gg
unsuccessful love sure hv to keep it lar
mm tung play meng luen oh?
kena reject u pui ah Gg
nyek...i won't do fishy thing ^ ^

waka....miss dear ~ nyek...just kidding

18日11月08年，晴。

[Selayang Mall]


the start of something new~

ahhahaks
just now went SM...buy clothes for them(da 2 kitty)

along the way.....Dear ask me to go the camp....hhaha

then bla bla

after that, hwaV ask me whether wanna go Taiwan....

my mom heard that, then she fast fast ask me go Taiwan

cz my sis nt yet come back...nobody accompany me oversea

haha....

but think think ha.........

stay at malaysia during my bd is better^ ^

although i already can draw the image of that day

~~~~~~>> early in the morning, wake up
eat breakfast
on the laptop
switch the tv
lay on the sofa
change channels
listen songss
find for snacks
eat eat dust
look at the hp(hoping that i can see his name)
...as if he will sms me =="...
online online
play play game
find find song
MAYBE i`ll sad in front of the laptop
because all these are what i do everyday!

my god.....and ......this is my birthday
haha =="

17日11月08年，雨。

[i thought you were my fairy tale]


raining....haha sien
jessie still say wanna slp after the rain =.=
my god hahaha


omgod....troy so yeng....his eyes....sot sei yan =.=


just nw chat with guat tyng....keep crap...lols
too bored hahaha


aiyer! yesterday my dream T_______________________T"
help lar.........................always dream this kind of thing
omgod.....so terror! T________________________T
nightSS cannot slp already fine lar...still dream ..... ergh


waka.....jz played Reversi in msn with dear.....haih
keep lose......gik die
2 rounds ahh.....haihzz


leehom leehom~~ hahaha xD

16日11月08年，晴。

[Start of something new~ (:]


aduhh....the fs really Fan Sei ahh =.=
suddenly left with 22 friends in my profile.. =="
hahah


waka.....Troy so yeng~~


yay~~ night market later...wakaka


erm...ya! i know who he like liao....hoho

15日11月08年，雨。

[raining]


what the.....................
i dun wanna ask anymore la!
3 times also kena ignored :@ !!!


later going for dinner with him....waka
dunno go where eat le haha


holiday ah holiday....what can i do for "u"


just now chat with grace ....soh poh xD [me]
so outdated
yuan lai she like to eat Br's banana 'n strawberry ice cream
nyeknyek


hmm....i saw smth again....

15日11月08年，早。

[dunno what to do]


Thanks dear:)

Tkl ahh tkl.. Why no mood again =.=
Asked him twice also dun reply
So mou min . Ergh
Say bye also dun want.. Haih

Christmas.. Hoho.. Waiting for you!
Nyeknyek.

Sweet 100 xD forever love..waka~

13日11月08年，阴。

[shi jiu hao loh.....guess so?]


holiday lu...........sien ahh.........................what to do
ystd shamsul taught us how to cook curry...lols
felt so oily~
that ah pek....keep on ask me to feed him the cookies =.=
kacau sei.....haha ask dou i beh song really go and feed him
who knows he really eat...hahah
brave-nya


finally lisan liao..waka


nothing much to say....la.....



[night]
very very no mood....seem like ntg can make me smile now

10日11月08年，晚。

ahhh!!! so sat bai la me.........................
tam also dunno how to tam him.............
sorry er T____T scare to hurt him some more
dun dare to talk much

10日11月08年，晚。

[happy birthday dong deng hui and ju yuk nian sian~]


wahh today at school only 4 PERSON in class!!!
nice like hell =.=
haha
alot bullet fly here and there~~ hahah

sei human head...dou ku la lai =="
sweat............................................
跟你越来越沟通不来ah！

good luck spm-ers!! haha

09日11月08年，晚。

一个人又躲在屋里
我等你说对不起
忘了等了几个星期
爱情最近跌进谷底
又加上天气诡异
想你想到快要不行
我最近总是没元气
一整颗心不景气
看着所别人爱来又爱去
什么了不起
在街上碰见你我和你第一次心
有灵犀
忽然你说我想你
命中注定
上帝说原谅你
要我们黏在一起
还是爱你
没办法讨厌你
也许是爱的引力
命中注定
上帝说就是你
我想念你的呼吸
我只爱你
姐妹说忘记你
我怎么都不想

09日11月08年，早。

[dying]


Ahh~! 我就要死啦！
why everytime 他都要酱 Cool?!
Now my turn to ask back la.. Did i do anything wrong?
我的每一点秒，每一分，is like everything can be affected by him..
His one word.. Can affect my mood for at least a whole day
我就是那么没用！
how can i affected by him?!
He睬你都傻啦！

never mind...hehe...."one word says all" ...treat him better...hoho(ur job)

08日11月08年，晚。

[hwa suan's party~]


ergh! 你很笨蛋啊！
每一次都被骗！！
每一次都是刚放弃就被骗！
可以找一次比较聪明一点吗？
really笨得可以再够力一点。。

just now keep on zat Andy...hahah
syok~ haha jk lar...long time didnt see him already....
but still dare to shoot him...waka!
sei tkl ah...say like i didnt invite him...
SO COOL SOME MROE!!!!!! gao cuo =="
that xander ==" keep act cool hahaha
all food cannot eat...kesiannya~ hehee
hwa suan so pretty today~ macam gonna kahwin soon
hahahaha! joking nia~~~

in the afternoon played webcam with lsr....fei
wear bilabong tee...hahah

ahhhhhh.........tired....slp lu~

07日11月08年，晚。

没有爱情的人是否会长命
那些电影常常让人感觉甜蜜
但是我不相信
坐在没有人的角落 我又问自已
究竟应该继续 还是该放弃
没有人能了解我 现在的心情
想看你 想躲你 难以决定
每当我想靠近 你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情 仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明 我们这段爱情也许在你眼里
它只是个游戏
我只想要靠近 也很想要抱紧
会想到那过去 和现在新的你
我还想要参与 你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信我一定会陪你走下去

07日11月08年，晴。

[co cu day........................]


tired tired tired! x100...........
wee~ got lamb chop...

whoah...my dear ah... gt 2nd place arh...nt bad nt bad haha
although nt winner but still very geng le ahah

T____________T siet yen..............
i saw the photo....................
haih............................
so sam tung..........
even i also never walk like that before

long time didnt chat with x le.....so sad.................
maybe angry at me already T______________T

i say word didnt mean word again....................

忽然觉得我很坏厄！！
那时候的他，那么伤心，那么绝望，
我却用那些有的没的道理套在他身上。。
我应该哄他的，就算我真的失望了，我也不应该跟他吵的！！
看，现在他都费事理你了哦？
今天跟chanchuan和chunlim去吃麦当当，
本来想找他去滴，还是算了，当场被拒很罗咧。
结果他们都先走，丢下我跟慧。
跟着kahhon就来了，我抢了他的电话来玩玩^^
哎，结果看到我不想看得东东，
自作自受！！看到他跟她走在一起，羡慕死。。
而且我不觉得我只有羡慕，我还想哭咧！T____________________T

哈哈，那天陈钦溧说在我生日那天载我出，
厚厚，爽~~[其实他应该根本忘记了]
我还死要脸硬说不要！笨！
如果他没忘就好了^^
又说thurs来我家，骗我。。哈哈！开玩笑~~

06日11月08年，阴。

[my god~ how did i fall in love with you]


today we had class party~ ahha
(quite bored) LOLs
end up with cheated by sue ting who ask me to take photo with her
hahah
good also la can take photo with him xD hahah
paise dou sei
dunno can see them again or not haha
haih...gt a bit berat hati tim~


what else...oh ya haha
my add mad....58 nia~ T____________T
my teacher kam die me =(
wuwwu~

die human head you ah! always cheat ppl
macam very fun like that....ergh

aduh....have to write report to lsr tim...sien

05日11月08年，晚。

[lanc fishball]


busying with stuffs!

04日11月08年，晚。

[rest in peace!]



weee~ secret recipe treat me eat ice cream...waka...long time didnt eat d...thank him....hahahah

iish hahah everyday fight with ddh... ==
one day dun shoot will die one hahah

tmr scout...ergh


[this part was done when im under control, so...delete it ok?^ ^]


si chen ping....keep on zat me hahaha mei sei goh xD

01日11月08年，晚。

[i miss him n her! xD]


aiyaya..just now my fren moody.. Haha
Haih.. Good heart care him bit kena cold water =.=
Cold~~
Make me sad.. Haha
I dun dare to do that le.. Haha
Dunno is i too sot blak or what..
After i ask ddh's bdate from him
He become so cool le.. Haih..

01日11月08年，晴。

[命中注定我爱你+headache]


erm....seems like my one of my neighbour has just pass away
...
i dunno what to say le....
hope they wouldn't be too sad

wah today cough like hell =.=
hahah

ystd txx told me smth....
which i dunno how to ans him....
i just reply him in a way where might nt be too hurt for him
next, he asked me whether interested to his friend, he wanted to introduce to me
oh my...i feel so so so wanted to tell him i`m loving sm1 nw =.=
ahah thank god i did not...if not the secret brokes

aiyaya....jess belum test undang wo....hahah
must ask her when do she want to take exam le
hahaha if not nobody fetch me go gai gai lo~~ heheh jkjk

sien le holiday...what game can i play leh.... =(

31日10月08年，晴。

[半情歌]


ahh......my sick getting worse....
headache...haih
haih
yesterday so touch...i just simply ask kx gt tissue or not
he go ask emily gt or not....already very touch la
then lunch time hwa wee suddenly bought me a pack of tissue...omgod
im so xing fu xD haha
today i ask hwa wee how come she know i need tissue...
then she say kx bought it and ask her to give me
oh no....how come my class gt such a gentleman!? haha
so so so touch.....

yay~! math paper got 89 marks! my god...unexpected hahah
thank god! haha
but my add math i think will X_X ....i've only gt 53/80 for p1
hope no fail le...hahah

chopin waltz...hoho i`m coming....

hmm....jess bd coming....i guess i know what to buy xD
hahah hope i wont be broken =P

waka! today didnt even talk to nyk! nyeknyek
ahah....saw him also runaway la...how to talk xD
yesterday still dak dang come infront of me...told him i might spread to him still want to block my way...soh lou xD hahah

=( ....scout macam having camp again....
oh no...i hate it...
i dun like camping leh.....haih! hate it long time ago =="
if i`m not a scout ajk i really choi nei dou soh le.......
hate it hate it!!!!

i want to watch high school musical 3 T__________T
nobody watch with me...hmph....all watch d
if not then going to watch with family...leave me alone
]=

28日10月08年，晚。

就知道没有人记得我的birthday
haih...suan la...yu jor

nobody will remember me....
my birthday....
my appearance....
my exist....

jiu lian the 1 who chatting with me also no reply.....
arh! i`m spiderwoman!!!!!!!!!
a bu qi yan de spiderwoman!!!!!!

i hate tmr..............................................

28日10月08年，晚。

[地球不曾为谁停一停]



haih! sad le.......my dear jessie cannt go one u tmr :(
=[
so excited le haha night got open house p some mroe !
wakaka
hahahah 纪存希 so handsome~~~ haha
yeah~ high school musical! i`m coming!
hohoho

27日10月08年，阴。

msnpm-[ bingbangbong xD ]


hahah today went my aunt house....
whoahh~~ sien dao == hahah xD
thank god my lovely lil cousin teman me...
if not i really =X
and thank god gt that `uncle` chat with me haha
so paise...how could i forget when he's birthday ah xD

hehe

i saw my cousin sista`s bear super cute!
small small de...as small as my hand
i almost take it home hehe

haih....my dinner....cold than water
always no food on table :'(
i think gastric`s going to find me soon
)': hungry er~~~~~~~
i must avoid eating maggie le! especially curry flavour /gg
waiting somebody to cook for me...wakaka
if him/her didn't do so more good..no need eat ^ ^
healthy~~~hohoho

hungry hungry hungry!

26日10月08年，早。

haih..still morning..later having class..

I also dunno why i sad..
I know i really sad..but no evidence for me to sad
I'm ss-ing all the way..i guess this is the only evidence..
Chung tou dao wei..only i care abt this..
Chung tou dao wei..i do not have any space in his heart..heart is too far..should say..do not have any space in his mind..

I hope i can cry and do smth which sad ppl will do
But ystd.. I fa dai all the time.. Daydream all the time..
Only when ppl call me only i'll be awake..
Now i still so stupid.. Whole blog abt him..
Ppl choi you dou soh la.. Dun siao ady.. K?
Somebody help me..........

Ystd kena cheat by tkl.. Haha! Thank god i simply write nia~
Where got so stupid xD

Why so suffer.. Ergh..

25日10月08年，晚。

hao sad........
sad till now...still nt satisfy?!
enuf la girl......
at least he asked u `why u sad` right?
dun cryy.... =]

== naughty tears! stay in ur initial place la
come out for what!?

wo zhen de sad dao bu xiang jiang hua le..

MY HAPPY GARDEN IS NOT HAPPY AT ALL!

25日10月08年，早。

chan chuan ahh chan chuan.............
why am i so stupidd!!?
if u're here.. i sure rampas ur shoulder and cry on it for 3 days 3 night!
always think for ..hope for.. wish for impossible!!!
i really very very very very sad......
SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wo bu xiang jiang hua le......
angel ah angel....dun sei pull ju kui mm fong le
very sad arhhhhhhh...
i can't read his mind.....
shoulder!!!!!!!!! i want shoulder.......

again n again...no way!!
dun be idiot!!
keep ur tears away!!

25日10月08年，早。

haha wah.. Ystd went dpc eat sushi
So ngam met theng sheng they all haha
I think is farewell for poh ee
Hope she go there can have a nice life la ~^^

Haha.. My cousin =.=
Macam qin sai didn't see him before
Keep follow them haha!
I finally behtahan and said:
Aiyo no need keep follow them de la! Haha:

Ystd eat with brothers and sisters
Eat till so paise.. Haha
My gor la.. Eat eat ha run to another table.. =.=

Later go saloon.. Waha! Syok
Dunno will make what ghost face come out hahaha!

24日10月08年，阴。

haha today so sien
only 11/28 students in the class...
my god
hahah....chat a lot with chuan and lim and nian and xiang
hahah
i`m so stupid....
i cant imagine what can happen next /gg hahaha
jk lar...they're quite nice actually haha
it's a kind of "safe" when chit chat with them
hahah
although they looks rude anyway.....
but i know they`re really really nice to friendSS!~^ ^

23日10月08年，晚。

baby.. Miss you leh..
Dunno "u" got miss mummy or not leh..
Maybe forget me le.. Haha
傻baby xD
go ppl house dun be naughty ar...
if nt got other big doggy bully u oh
very scary de er~~~haha
be careful ya....haha

21日10月08年，晴。

我又舍不得了。
救我。。。
又要等伤心来找我了。。

wah...they both very close o...jealous nia~ haha jk


hmm。。考完试过后，一定要好好布置“她”了！ =]

20日10月08年，阴。

whoahh~ add mad... haha
making me madd @ . @"
i really feel like crying while i`m doing the paper
15% ok la, 35% agak agak nia, the rest tembak plus dunno
oh my god....i don want to fail it T________T

wakaka....friday~ i`m waiting for u! hahah\


.......................
hmm.... about "that", i guess i know what to do
right? hahah
with one stone... i can kill two bird... hoho
so smart~ hahaha! jkjk xD ss betul la me
you dun have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all :D

18日10月08年，晚。

From that......



i can know i`m making wrong thoughtS !



means......



last 72 posts is i happy by my own........



means......

you can sad now......!
lets celebrate ! ?
ki siao...what to happy for...



.................................................................................
errs! mddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddonald
always ask for permission macam just to inform us
i beh tahan

Ur new leaf ? new life ? 18日10月08年，晚。

what happen to me....
u`re shock...i`m shock too...why will i give it to u ?
by right last few days i`m still stubborn to give

what happen to me....
what happen to ur eyes?!
what happen to ur emotion?!

what happen to him....

sorry...


~``即使一刹有过冲动 挽你手``~

i`m now regret to give him ;
i don`t mean that i`m nt willing to give him
i`m just wondering, am i making him sad?
will him? or will i?

annoying girl....nobody can cure you!

~``其实我不想对你念念不舍，但什么让我咱转反侧``~

i just saw something, X would rather let her know that *thing*
thank god X didn't let i know earlier....?


5 months le...how? still grudge to give it up?
still stubborn?

I LOVE SUSHI...everyone love sushi...everyone wants sushi...

how sad am i now...even myself also don't know
how many tears will i drop later...who knows
how many years only i can forget it...wait and see ==
i bet u will use up to 1 whole year if u doesn't want to find others!


will he know i`m sad? if he did although no reaction..but...thanks :)
coz i need this.........


yes...you're making him sad...
please....don`t do something stupid....i beg you
sorry....


saw that *thing*, do i still have to right to find him?
ha .. ha.. funny hor? ha ha
=.=


i dun actually know how sad am i now,
i`m sad, but no tears coming out, this is the first time
isn`t???

how worse it is....


YA! YOU`RE SO ANNOYING! DISTURBING! DUN EVER EVER DISTURB HIM OKAYY?!
oh my god i`m going to burst!



ps :: kah hon...dun be sad =) , there're still many things worth to happy for

My New Leaf . New LiFe 16日10月08年，雨。

wee~ my new life...hoho

exam........................kill me barh
haha....dunno how many subject i can PASS?
hope it's not only one xD

today wei yin keep on ask yk or ky @.@
hwaliao...haha scared me

that ahpek keep on kacau me...iish iish
he looks like very enjoy and very fun =.=
hahah. gik sei ngo...
i felt gik ,....but fun also la haha!
we remain this relationship for almost 2 years
he still having the `sui sui yong`
oh my god~~~~haha

hope exam period end faster ~

hope ahpek can mature faster /gg haha xD!

jk~

11日10月08年，早。

两天前，



“。。。。。。。”



我跟她们说我放了。哈哈















一天前，



“。。。。。。”



我还是一样，我也以为我放得下。
我还是一样，没找他。
我还是一样，没想他。
我还是一样，没blog。
我还是一样，没看他。
我还是一样，没理他。















现在，



难道我还可以“以为”吗？

我还是一样，说一套做一套。。。
它还是一样，每次我放了后就送我一个梦 =="

07日10月08年，雨。

Long time didn't blog le...haha
haih...last few days he said i lanc AGAiN...
haih...i want to vomit electric already
sometimes tam him already but he's still that cool...
i also don't feel to care abt it anymore

how could i pick up the pieces of my heart 1 by 1


Sometimes really make me feel that HE's better



exam coming le...haha

mati loh~ next week exam, until today i still so relax hor?

ahah ! that's my attitude xD ehheh

become super lazy especially before the test...

at least normal days i will still thinking of doing revision



STUDY ARH ! ~^ ^
as what Mrs.Liew said, NO KNOWLEDGE iS WASTED !

05日10月08年，晚。

哈哈，慧在我家~
她很开心地在玩webcam。。哈哈
我们都忘了我们的目的哦？哈哈！
moral书都丢在一边了。。
待会儿去pasarmalam。。厚厚。。爽~
那个傻佬，问他在做什么竟然说最好不要懂。。？？
过分。。哈哈 jkjk。。

:( 我的ulcer很痛啊！怎么办，
明天还有publicspeaking呢，
怎样死？！哎。。
我的手啊，看着来，一定会震倒不行！ ):
又是时候出糗了。。。。。。。

04日10月08年，晴。

"What the hell" .... i hate this word so much!

为了这种人睡不觉？！值得吗。。


ystd dream that ah pek @.@ hw come...
last 2 year dream le now dream again.. ==
dun zhong zhao ahh~

01日10月08年，晚。

。。。
死蠢！好哋哋send咩g9啦。。
搞出個大头佛啦！搞到自己睡唔觉。。
真係没骨气啊你！死都要send多一封先睡得觉哦？！



感谢不能让别人来说，你给过我的
他们是做不到的，那时候的幸福是真的，
虽然过去了，我们也都经历了，
释怀教育着仇恨，和平劝着天下人，
故事发生了便住下了 不管好的坏的，
你让我成长了，就算是痛得值得，
爱你的那一个，伤你的那一个，
谁才是你爱情中的伯乐。。。
放弃了这一个，然后等待着下一个，
一个个过客过得快不快乐

01日10月08年，晴。

hmph...sei zai...u gt dear i dun have meh~
hahah jk
just now went rawang eat...woo so many dogss
haha

he played badminton just now haha
i also long time didnt play le...




to be continue....

30日09月08年，晴。

糟糕，就快一天没跟他聊了。
我真的不想特地去烦他。

30日09月08年，晴。

suddenly felt very sad..
Today morning when i'm not awake..
My phone ring . Dunno why
..i know that's not him..
But...
Suddenly again.. Very very hope that every morning i can have that

30日09月08年，晴。

emm.....30号了。
该醒啦？还是想继续发梦啊？哈哈！

``~ 爱来过 来得那么美 那么凶 ~``
``~ 连遗憾也都不争气的珍惜成笑容 ~``

醒咯，哈哈！发太多梦对身体不好~

听 你不断呼叫我
划破宁静 我的心下堕
在难过 讲不出爱没结果
口和唇 紧紧闭锁
看 也一话都不说
害怕 连累你一生日月
憾无缺 只差跟你曾遇过
给过你太多波折
宁愿没拥抱 共你可到老
任由你来去自如在我心底仍爱慕
如若碰到 他比我好 只望停在远处祝君安好
虽不可亲口细诉
说 太多话我想说
但我还是要哑口道别
任由我 天空海阔流翔去
只要你白似冰雪
宁愿没拥抱 共你能够终老
多么想亲口 细诉

29日09月08年，雨。

i'm going to 破戒 Le.. My god..
Die lo like that..
Help me..
Don't think too much le..
刚刚已经很不容易没继续跟他聊了，
I dunno what should i do..
好啦！如果今晚还发梦到他的话，
我就。。。。。。。。

29日09月08年，阴

又发梦他了啦！真邪。。
都连续几晚了，怎么那么多啊 ==
可是。。在那里，从来没看他笑过。
如果是这样，我宁愿他没有出现过。。



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照片中你的笑容，回忆在我脑海转动，
爱我 却换来你的苦痛
那一年你的秋千，我们一起荡到天边，
忘了时间 一起过每个永远
日记里你写的承诺，让你我无法放松，
一个字一个字，
都充满了想念。。
我知道你要的是天空，但我只给了你笑容，
我怕你会寂寞，就放肆不敢再去迁就，
你说你不要任何借口，只是要求每个秋冬，
都不会难过，再一起手牵手。。

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回忆里只剩你和我的记忆，
有太多承受不了的回忆，
你我终于还是选择了逃避，
爱我还是爱你，你选择了自己，
沉默的，害羞的，爱笑的，你怕的，
照片里，所有的都是你喜欢的，
如今我还在原地，你却走回你的回忆。

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28日09月08年，晚。

你好烦啊。。。
成日挪我电话。。哎。。
係埋当我死驾。。

28日09月08年，早。

天啊。。。！
我快崩溃啦！
我是说要放了没错啊，
但为什么偏偏连续几晚都发梦到他啊！
还要是在我最糗的时候帮我。
我又慢慢爱上他了。。。。
救命啦！
怎么办！哼。。。。

27日09月08年，晴。

err!!!! what're you doing!?
每次计划都不成功！不是说好了放了吗？！
看！现在的你在干嘛！？
无聊透顶！

你好无用啊！

by the way...u can do it... ~^ ^

haih...cannot go scout activity....
scary...ystd just told yihawe i will go
OH NO~ i can't imagine... @ @
cham lo.... hais

25日09月08年，晴。

从前两天，我想我真的放了。
你有没有过承诺我已忘了，那已不重要了。
暗恋得那么辛苦，不如不爱，而不是不得不爱。
i have to be rational !
因为我知道我不会可能一直这样下去。
别把自己搞得那么辛苦。
都暗恋了4个月了，就有3个月半是伤心的。
为了什么？
莹说她觉得她们的感情闷了。其实我了解的，我也曾经体验过。
真的不好过，不是没感觉，
而是一个女孩失望了，累了，
再多感觉也没有用。
感觉不是大完的！
爱情不是大完的！

22日09月08年，晴。

today...haih


that dicky keep on want to wear my watch =.=
siao hahah jk
today so many homeworks...T_________T
i'm getting more lazy...cham
HARDWORKING BIT LA!!!



ystd...i hung the monkey on my pencil case
but...at last i changed its position
i kept the monkey inside my pencil case
cos i think i'm thinking too futher
dun think too much lar~
haih....

byes...

21日09月08年，雨。

:D ~

ahahha he came my house today...nyeknyek
so paise ..late 2 hours plus only reach home
hahah...
my brother so dak dang...purposely
say :: aiya let him wait a while la~

hahah..bad-nya

arhh...my face so pain....haih...

hahahah finally got the souvenir d
wakakka...shuang....monkey some more
wahahha~
syok syok ...

i dunno how to say my feelings larhh...
it's a kind of happiness which is very very happy hahah!
thanks god :D

20日09月08年，晴。

气死了，去到学校竟然一个人影都没有。

“我爱的人是月亮，初一十五不一样。”
哈哈！this is a slogan in 家好月圆。
copycat 一下 xD

20日09月08年，小雨。

wakakaka ! ystd his friend misscall me
then as usual i replied :: ? ::
blahh blahh awhile~

then he said :: cool la u..dunno find me ar ::
@.@ actually i quite blur that time
cos i dun wanna think too much
hahah
then he answered :: everyday i find u, you dunno find me ar ::
hahaha ! waseh ! shuang dao ~~~ hahaha !

although i know he's joking la, i still hope it's true
wahahah ~

happy happy

19日09月08年，晚。

哎，结果还是没找我
又不能跟他聊天，
haih..怎么办。。。
我又不可以找他，
不然就破戒了啦，哎哟。
超想念他的！
啊！醒啦！又在发梦了。

19日09月08年，晴。

mati lohh....whenever i switch on the computer
then i`ll start to blog. LOLs

haha.. tomorrow he going to cut hair le...
dunno how will he look like leh ?
sure very short de...erhem... [[ are "u" sure ? ]]
hahahaks

today cancel tuition le...aihz

my hair very messy leh... nt vey curl
but THERE'RE CURL HAiR wo...
allah...

ergh...my couzie start to mumbling again..

today i saw his uncle's dog le
hahah...it's not as small as i imagined @_@ lohh..
hahaha


啊！很想找他啊~！可是不想烦到他，哎。

19日09月08年，晴。

今天心情很不好。

那个臭 永辉 ！每天欺负我！
不是男人啦！居然说要打我！说了又不打！
要打就打咯，不要特地讲那种话的嘛。
在那一刻，那一秒，我真的很想找一个男朋友保护我。
帮我解围。
在我很生气的那一刻，隐隐约约听到他说：够了啦。
也许是我听错，就算是错，我也想一直错下去。


看，我又再发梦了。


刚才在bus，很不小心地让泪流了下来。
很想借一个肩膀来靠，
很想借一对耳朵来诉，
很想借一双手来帮我擦眼泪。
``~ 爱分割天地，要怎么爱你？~``

今天在学校又忍不住偷望他了。希望他没发现就好了。

啊！不要再发梦了啦！白痴！

18日09月08年，阴。

=] ！
我又无缘无故开心了。哈哈！
随便啦~不是无缘无故伤心就好了。xD


whoahh~ i love this song!
``~ 愿我会驾火箭，带你到天空去，
在太空中两人住，活到一千岁，
都一般心醉，有你在身边多乐趣~
共你双双对 好得尺好得意
地暗天昏当闲事，
就算翻风雨 只需睇到你，
似见阳光千万里，
有了你开心D 乜部都称心满意，
咸鱼白菜也好好味，
我与你永共聚 分分钟需要你，
你似是阳光空气，
扮靓D皆因你 癫癫地皆因你，
为你甘心做傻事，
扮下猩猩叫 睇到乜都笑，
有你在身边多乐趣，
若有朝失左你 花开都不美，
愿到荒岛去长住，
做个假的你 天天都相对，
对木头公仔做戏。~``

18日09月08年，阴。

不懂为什么，好像有预感他不会先找我。
Today in class i talked to many others..
But less to him. He looks very boring.
I don't know how to describe, but just like a kind of . Feeling sad .

Hwaseh. Today that die 黄永辉 Super 没礼貌. Hern! Boh song him ahh!

17日09月08年，阴。

刚刚到了desaparkcity，在公园走了几圈。
哇！这样都让我遇到jehying =))
超漂亮的！看到都想“追”。呵呵~


嗨，还在研究怎么样才能换我的blogger背景。

我在看《家好月圆》。
阿Ka有心脏病了，阿yuet却在旁边偷哭，
很可怜啊！超惨的！真心酸哦。
不知道我会不会也一样，只可以偷哭？


哎哟~他在干嘛啊？！
又忘记我了哦？

17日09月08年，晴。

★ 没有100分的另一半，只有50分的两个人。

★ 付出真心才会得到真心，却也可能伤的彻底；
保持距离就能保护自己，却也注定永远寂寞。

★ 通常愿意留下跟你争吵的人，才是真正爱你的人。

★ 冷漠有时候并不是无情，只是一种避免被伤害的工具。

★ 如果我们之间有100步，你只要跨出第一步，我就会朝你的方向
走其余的999步。

★ 为你的难过而快乐的人是敌人，为你的快乐的快乐的人是朋友，
为你的难过而难过的人就是该放进心里的人。

★ 就算是believe，中间也藏着一个lie。

★ 真正的朋友并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题，
而是在一起就算不说话也不会感到尴尬。

★ 朋友就是被你看穿了，还能喜欢你的人。。

17日09月08年，晴。

erg ! 我拍托你啦！别再做梦了！
勉强没有用的！
这样的心情，找谁听我吐苦水啊？！
又有谁可以安慰我？？

17日09月08年，早。

哼~头好痛啊！
现在才九点啊~
可是我已经迫不及待要blog了，
嘿嘿

某人怪我没跟他说加油，呵呵
他说：有收到至少到时会开心点嘛。
救命啦~哈哈！
爽到要飞上天了。厚厚
我真三八，==” 哪有人被怪的那么快乐啊？！
惨喽~

16日09月08年，晴。

嘻嘻，他说星期天要来我家噢。
开心？一定的啦！厚厚~
可是又不说是来干嘛
好恐怖哦 @_X

今天莹说我跟他有很多不同，
一个高 ;一个矮
一个x ;一个x
。。。
好多，我忘了。哈哈
我还很不知丑地说：这样才衬嘛！
天啊，我真糟糕。



``~ 曾快乐，曾相恋，曾拥抱吻着你
曾吵架，曾生气，
如今一一记起。
如果心仍不死，容许我挂念你，
明知道迷恋你，而可惜无法摆脱别离
抱着空气。 ~``

16日09月08年，晴。

糟糕！笨蛋！白痴！
给他看那本书干嘛？！
看！中招了吧！？
惨咯？给他知道了。哇！真怕 ==”


可是那个他，样子好像有一点。。。
哎。。。

15日09月08年，阴

哇哈哈！我买了~~呵呵。

本来还打算买starb杯的，结果，命中注定让我买了它！

哈哈！我人生中第一只狗。

从我买它那一秒，就下定决心

用爱心 加 耐心弄好它。

嘿嘿，





哈哈~~~~



头吗？嘿嘿，猜猜看我弄得到吗？ :D

。。。


还想放完整个过程的照片，可是，如果那个8公看到就糟糕。吼？

哈哈！

。。。

哇~ 真开心，他说它看起来不像自己锋的。

我的天啊~爽死我啦！嘿嘿。


昨天家里停电，跟他说了，还以为会同情我一下，

谁知。。哎。。 伤心。。 哈哈


。。。
今天跟他说了两句话，

莹就问我：开心吗？爽咯？

说真的，是开心啦，可是不会多吧。


在物理课，他要greet老师，竟然叫错名字哦？！

哈哈！还要是讲错了也还不知道。哈哈！

他的样子超经典的~好像被吓到一样。呵呵


。。。
哎，刚才他问我有去FRIM吗，笨蛋！

我竟然不懂是他的project。惨了~哈哈

他跟zhenyie同一组，我的语气就很明显的不大喜欢她

他问我为什么，其实我也不大记得了。

只是她的人格令我们不喜欢她。也许是我的问题咯。

对不起俄，我懂我不应该讨厌她，give me some time larhh








。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

``~ 我 看不开 也放不开
因为我曾见过 爱情真的盛开
我要等待 一直等待 等那一个夜晚
从回忆回来 当你拥抱着我
那一瞬间 我象飞到空中
而当我缓缓降落 我不再是我
我有了梦 我在梦中
爱来过 来得那么美 那么凶
欢呼着 从我生命 狠狠碾过
连遗憾也都不争气的 珍惜成笑容
爱来过 让我完整过 幸福过
怎么能轻易就放他走
我不想解脱 我只怕错过
我就是要等你回来 爱我 ~``

12日09月08年，晴。

好无心机啊！点解会有人o甘无聊？
好唔开心啊！
好彩钟有个個傻佬ah pek
淡返我，哈哈。
真係顶佢唔顺，成日玩我。

头先我“蚁”佢去oneu，哈！
终于差唔多搞点啦~嘿嘿。
其实我都唔知我叫佢去做咩架
哈哈！

12日09月08年，晴。

ergh....today im so "hak zai" T______T
haih~
what a BAD DAY~~!!!
what theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....................
really bad luck lar!
morning already bad luck till now...
now add a bad thing again!
dunno which stupid idiot fella !
tell en.harri my things !
dun let me know who is't. sure i chop him into pieces and throw into the sea.
why dun u tell months before !?
mou yeh wan yeh zou...
kepo dou sei !
all my nice moods gone la !
i dun want to blog now d lar !
i scare my blog will full of (-) things and rude word.

11日09月08年，晴。

weee...ystd chatted again...lols
actually i dunno what to happy for...
hahahah

today heard he say rude word again...
aihz...
how come he became like this already de...
actually say rude word is okayy lar
but nt too often lar
IF he said it because he's angry
then will be very ~yeng~ lar of course
hehe
but............................................
ahhaha

today he keep `leee~ leee~ leee~`
then i straight away look at him
hahahaks... so funny...

LSR say i seems dun like him already
plus have a bit feeling toward ky
but i can tell him it's wrong! ahahah
or maybe it's true...just tat i didnt realize?
he say ky wanted me to be his partner at prom night
ha..........impossible ler....dun try to cheat me lsr...hahahaa

haih...i have been waiting for his souvenir for so long d
now...ekor pun tak nampak pun~
say want to give me by himself wer...
wait till i so disappointed already
what's wrong with giving me at the school?
I dont want to wait anymore le...
wait for something which seems like nt going to happen
is a hurt to yourself right? :D



DUN FORGET TO SMiLE!! ~^ ^

09日09月08年，晴。

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...................................
today heard he scold v bad word...omgod
first time...he's really emo...hahah
im really sweatttt that time...
so sad why he could scold bad word to a girl
that's the first time i feel i didn't regret that we're break
haha! just kidding
now he ask me to fly a kite fly ah fly ah fly till i forgot he scolded her =.= LOLs
fly a kite? what's that mean ...
make me pening only...haha

today wy dunno what happen again...always suddeny no mood
grrr

mrs liew ahaha she's really a good teacher xD
learnt a lot of new words from her :D
plus kind some more

07日09月08年，晴。

weee~~ i very miss him...macam mana haha
mati lo...mana ada org boleh miss him again after angry him
haha!
cure me~~

07日09月08年，晴。

haha! yesterday he forwarded a msg to me
i know myself...im still beh song
BUT THEN...==" he's still in my mind all the time
how to clear o...
who can teach me...
why i always miss him...
so annoying...lols!
qi sin lar me...ntg to do...

just now did my physics homework...omgod...
there's only one question i dunno how to do
how impossible huh!? hahas!

today's hiphop class...wow...that song really
yeng! haha
teacher say that might be our perfomance song

in the afternoon...ych sms me...
suddenly only...he teach those year 12 students
who're going to chong hwa
pro him lohh~ haha form four teach tingkatan 6....haha

06日09月08年，晚。

no mood...
ma deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer
feel like throwing something to this screen!
pretend!!? ya i LOVE to pretend!
how!? Can't i!? Must get ur permission!?
ya i pretend! so what!? kill me lar?
didn't even mention my name then say you're calling me
i learnt it

i say you scolded me when i just ask u smth only
you say you admit you're lanC..then?
means everything u scolded me will be cleared?
u just dunno hw pain is it
care abt you ask you why you sit at the back during chemi class
then kena scolded : non of ur business!
fine la! i know you dun need anyone care abt you
can't u just keep quiet and dun say anything rather than scold me?!

last time...whenever im angry or sad...he's the one who accompany me
why now he became the one who make me sad
WHY WILL I SAD BECAUSE OF U!!!?
I JUST DUN UNDERSTAND WHY!!!
i dun wanna do anything to you think anything of you care everything of you anymore
do more hurt more think more sad more care more disappointment more

whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
i can't find any reason any answer
but i found a reason nt to love you
no..it's nt a reason..
it's A LOT OF FACT which i HAVE TO accept.

i stopped my sudoku game for half an hour.
my brain can't function at all.
just full of WHY !
why he say i lanc
why i'll be sad of it
why he didn't realize whatever i care abt him but dun answer him
why the one who make me smile nt him anymore
why i can smile only when his msn conv box closed
why i kept all the things he gave me but he gave mine to others
why i knew he gave to others but i still talk to him
why i know he wouldn't reply but i still sms him





hw?! nw he sent me a funny forward msg..but i still can cry while looking at the word smile...
why i feel like im going to dun angry at him again
why am i so stubborn
......

06日09月08年，雨。

几天没blog了，没心情写。
也几天没跟他聊天了，完全不懂他的近况。

换了位子几天。坐在他前面。
这班男的真的是，无[臭]话不说耶！==
哈哈~
真搞不懂他们在想什么，有那么爽吗？
我问过他为什么常骂脏话。
他说太高兴或生气的时候就会说，
可是每一次他说的时候，我都不觉得他高兴或生气啊
==
他只是说惯了。

哎，下载flashplayer整整半个小时了，
一点“声气”也没有。
气！

03日09月08年，晴。

昨天没心情，所以没写了。

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
今天在班被老师换了位子，竟然坐在dicky隔壁。
还是他的前+隔壁。
也是一样，没说话。
我的病又来了，我又撑不住了啦！
就快想放弃了。
啊，忘了做tugasan harian。天啊！
我的脑还想得出什么啊？！
忘了他吧，没用的，做什么都没用了。

01日09月08年，阴

haha...i don't want to write `BLABLAth-bl0g abt him` le
because i don't hope that my world only full of him :D
see! i bl0g in a same day again...haha
my godd...macam jing san fan lit
ohya....tomorrow civic class...my group have to present
+ im the presenter...my god...
know that shamsul de lar...heh mm heh also shoot first
after school still have to stay back
for arranging the chairs for exhibition on wednesday
TiRED~~~
ergh~~ pimple! i hate u!

T__________________T

hahaks...dunno that chap got pimple bo haha
omgod! just now i visit JC's friendster profile
he's THIN enough to make me couldn't regconize him
AT ALL!!
hohoho...and i can feel that
he is so close to his chonghwa classmate
i feel so warm compared to my classmate =.=
hahah
not what lar...just tat they're like
what also can play~ what also can talk even secrets
hahaks

whoah...i watching a show...talk abt hk old themepark
all couples go...so shuang~
see also feel like playing...haha

hee....he just sms me...ask abt math homework^ ^
dunno why...ji ma luk dao thing i also can smile so long
ahhahaks!


以好久没有你的消息，好久都没有和你谈心
好想念你总爱对我说，你近来都都怎么那么多~
如今你是否还留“短”发，你是否也仍没夜迟回家
你是不是还爱咬指甲
oh “boy”~ 我今夜好想你啊！
梦，我和你的一切都是梦
那为何我会心动？
谁？为了谁？为了谁心动在分分钟？
风他不肯说，云悄悄飘过，黑夜它依旧沉默
只有天上一颗星星说：他睡了，你是否也该休息了
心跳却说服我，没有错~
让我心动的人，是谁啊？愿那在梦中的你会懂。 :D

哈！开心开心~

01日09月08年，一，雨。

哈哈，刚跟他聊完天。
他刚刚打完羽毛球而已。
在他说拜之前，他说他很累，要洗澡了。
其实还蛮开心的！哈哈！至少他没有直接说拜就走。
呵呵，爽爽爽！

一个小时前跟ttn用msn通电。
说了很多没用的东西，哈哈！
讲讲下，我的“表姨”很大声地喊了一声"hk"！
哇！气死我了。
ttn听到了，就说。。哈？她很oudated哦~
我的心就冷了一下，心想：是咯，都已经过去了。

我也跟grace聊了关于他的事。
哈哈，令我想起在Form1的时候，
他们刚知道我的nickname是angel后，
他去交书，然后走回去位子的时候
念了几声 - angel angel~ - 哈哈！
我看他都忘记有这样的事了。

前几天我忽然发现一件事！啊！我太笨了！
他说他妹妹看了我的blog，他就骂我讲他找我谈天只是为了解闷。
我还傻傻的说我没有这个意思。
[这不是表示了我全部的blog根本都是在讲他吗？！]
好笨，好蠢，好没脑哦我 ==
太笨了 太笨了！

不要放弃！

01日09月08年，一，晴。

我在跟grace谈天，说了她跟hwk的问题。
他们出现了问题，搞得我也跟她一起伤心了。
她是好像很开心这样，可是我知道她很在意他的感受。
跟她聊了很多，看来他真的生气她了。
怎样都好，希望他们赶快好回吧！哈哈
我现在什么都没在想，只是帮帮她想要怎么办 ^ ^

01日09月08年，一，晴

01日09月08年，一，晴。

秋 真得很惨，被自己喜欢的人，
好 叫去吃团圆饭。明显不想去的她
还是得去。
就在那一天，婷 要跟 好 分手，
不经意看到的 秋 ，也跟着流泪了。

而当 好 想对 秋 表达心意时，
秋 也刚放弃了他，有更好的对象了。
____________________________

刚刚看到grace的msn，写了h.w.k，
看都知道是那个傻佬，哈哈


昨天妈问我，几时要电直头发，
我想了一想，哈哈。不知道。

好闷啊 ~

１30日08月2008年，阴

他又头痛了，好惨
身体那么虚哦。

刚才永辉 sms我，不懂为什么
总觉得他怪怪的，好像在伤心什么。

那个babi lou，气少我一秒会死的啊
还叫我babi moi 咧。傻佬～

哎呀，那“衰仔”说要ｓｐｙ我的ｂｌｏｇ，
未死过？　哈哈！开玩笑。

今天晚餐，我只吃了１／３的炸鸡，和一碗汤罢了
他还吃鱼翅，羡慕死我了。哈哈
惨了，一点都不饿。哈哈

心还傻傻忘了跳

我的心情就好像今天的天气。。
时亮时灰

有时我真的不明白，某某喜欢我，
而他们就好像逼着我接受他
我明明跟他们说了我不喜欢他
他们就偏偏爱撮合我们
而每一次每一次，我都好想他帮帮我

不说了，不然我又发脾气了。。哈哈

慧 终于放弃他了！
真得很替她高兴~毕竟被“困”了那么久
豪 也对他不理不睬
不喜欢她也不说
慧 放了他也好的，最起码不用无故伤心了
没有他的时候，她的笑容是最甜的！=]

今天好闷啊！根本没事做
忘了他为什么能够让我一步一步走火入魔
突然好想看小叮当哦， 嘿嘿
也突然好想他哦。嘻嘻
我怀念的，是无话不说
连空气都是甜的。。哈哈

每次看他有做功课，准时交上去
我都会有一丝丝的开心
因为我不想他的成绩再跌了
真鸡婆啊我 呵呵

rainy day :D

raining le...so nice^ ^

today i sot sot dei le...keep on laugh hehe
my cousin say i qi jor sin...even my kakak ask me laughing with who
ahhaha cham lo? hehe
[yay eating lamb...wahaha nice nice]
suddenly feel the world so ncie pretty and fantastic xD

same day...again...

in a sad mood le...fast hor ? =.=

i just read my previous posts....

so contrast...

this post..im so so so sad

the next post..i laugh like a soh poh pula

hahas....

i wish i can share my every happiness and sadness with him

i wish i can know his happiness and sadness too

i wish he will tell me his things like what he did last time

i wish he ask me [what happen? (: ] like last time

i wish i can tell him my problems

i wish i can clear his problems too

i wish i can say whateva i want to say like what i did last time

i wish he can crap whateva he wants to crap like last time too~

:))

hee

.......dreaming again le........

my sick getting worse haha !



....

i misss himmmmmm............. !

it's already 9 42p.m...18th bl0g abt him

ergh....again !
why can't i just forget abt him !
hate myself !
4 years le....how can i want forget then forget
i always say want to forget..want to take him out from heart
by the end...
forgot myself...took myself out pula..

~last wednesday i cried in the class
i failed my BM... T____________________T
i never fail it...plus with a low mark some more
i'm so sad......
80/100 is because of the result
the rest....because he seems like nver care about it...
haih...
must work for a better result le ! Dun be lazy ! :D

~these few days seldom chat with him le...
dunno why leh...maybe he forget abt me already
LOLs...
last time...i can just send a stupid message to disturb and start a conversation wth him
today...i just scaring that i'll disturb him and bring him annoyance

~yesterday ..when they're talking abt seng rong and i
i saw him smiling...i hope i can explain to him [we're just fren]
i really want to explain...maybe he dun need that explanation

~he says that i'm affected by wengh [Gg]
i couldn't smile anymore...i hope i can explain to him again..[i'll nt affect by anyone else exp...]

~last last week...BM teacher gone crazy and almost burst because of lisan
she shouted at those ppl who not yet prepared for it
he's one of them...
i saw him angrying...i hope i can ask him nt to do that

~few days of last week...i saw him looking at me while i'm looking at him too
i wanted to see few more seconds..
but i tell myself [dun do tat...u'll make it worse]

~last few weeks...when he got the news that he kena NS
he said that after he go there then can say byebye to bestari already
i dun actually understand that...hahas
just a few small lil tears rolling in my eyes...
wondering how worse is it when we both leave the school
and won't see each other so often

...
everytime he angry of me...i'll be very nervous and scared
i mou guat hei dou sent 2 message to ask him dun angry

...
haha! i still remember last few years...when my oldest cousin marry
at the wedding dinner
i sms with him...if i'm nt wrong i was in form2 that time
half way of the conversation...he sent me a forward message
haha! i can't refrain from laughing plus sweat after a sweet smile
i just remember part of it...
>>Some1 miss u
need u
worry abt u
lonely without u
..
guess who?
the monkey in the zoo<<
sweatsss~ hahaha !

...
dunno this year my birthday will get a present from him anot lehh
he so bad...never buy me a birthday present before but i bought him from F1-3 le
haha...but i dun blame him la...ppl nt close with me also..buy for me meh...haha
miss my little devil~ hahah..long time didn't see him le...haha
thank god i still have my lil daughter :D
AH! i know what name should i give my daughter le...
DD ? hehee....lil Doggy Daughter<< wahaha
finally...

...
suddenly remember the very first time he call me xD
cos i blamed him never call me before...hahah
when he call me...just laugh only...hahas xD i also ikut le
so sad my mum's there that time...just can talk softly and end the call faster
hehee
last few years...forgot which year le...form2 maybe...
april fool...i went midvalley with my sis...i called him and joke with him
hahah [xx...you're so handsome...today...] hahaha!
................cool~~~~~~~~~........................ he just replied [oh] =.=

...
i misss himmmm ................................................. ! T______________________T

无野讲。。

昨日我在msn同佢讲咗短短几分钟。。
感觉完全唔同o西
无咗d开心同兴奋
唔通我哋真的要搞成咁?
今日。。我竟然第一封传给佢o即sms就讲再见
估唔到我可以咁绝情
可能咁佢会开心d。。
今日係国庆日。。同以前一样
都是係一個人过
唔知佢又点哩？

。。。
最近好多野烦，功课退步咗，
感情问题又。。哎
有时真係觉得“佢”唔错o家
总比佢好DD咁啦
但是返到去见到佢，又忍唔住讲一句
“都係佢最好” <又骗自己>
哈哈
乜都好啦
讲过放就放！唔想咁多，读好D书！加油蠢妹！

17th - bl0g abt him

Fri [2008::0829] day
[0850.p.m]

....................................................

this might be the last post abt him

i

don't

think

i

CAN

still

be

so

tough

like

what

i

did

last

time

....................................................

we chat last last night...he never reply...fine
ystd...didn't even explain or tell me that he nvr reply...nvm
today...texted him...never reply also...happy ending
i swear i'll nvr nvr find him again

....................................................

haih...how come so mnay ppl misunderstand seng rong and i
i`m the actual spot light lar...
he that fella only smile smile smile...
remind me of what he did last time!
stupid!
>>> when we're couple...ttn trying to `chase` me...he dare to say good luck to him
never mind lar...
after that....wwh....he dare to say he dun wan to talk to me cos he scare he misunderstand
fine!
then...yky...no energy to say already
i've no more heart to let him break again

....................................................

16th - bl0g abt him

Don't take him out le.. 我舍不得。。。。

15th - bl0g abt him

Mon [2008::0825] day
[0735.p.m]
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Today saw him at school..
I didn't glance at him as usual..
I thought i was something wrong.. But actually it's not
I knew that my heart is taking him out day by day
(see my mum scolding ppl already.. =.= going to be deaf)
I don't want to take him out..but i understand
Keep him in my heart, his ignoress will only harm myself
Whole day at school plus classmate geng yin didn't even say a word
Just now..
He say his sis told him abt my blog..and i said him chat with me just to jie men..
I don't know what's wrong with him..
He thought that i'm meaning that.. Explaining to him will just waste my time
Not to say waste my time..but .
He said that he believe i'm not meaning that..
I just realize that..when i'm writing My blog abt him..i'm no more a laughter or a smiler..

14th - bl0g abt him

Sun [2008::0824] day

[0259.p.m]

..................................................................................

haih

yesterday..night..i chat with him

i made a deal yesterday myself

that's if he sms me first that means he

still have the feeling to me

...

...

...

he really do sms me first

but then...i don't think that's not something

to do with my deal

i don't think that he have the feeling yesterday

...

...

...

some hours after

he said :: "bill expensive..paise"

and i thought it all the night

then i realise...he just wanna chat with some1

who're his friend for 4 years!

then i think...should i continue it...or stop it

...

...

...

haih...dun say him le...yesterday

that wengkiat asked me to eat with him

hahas! dou ji kui mou gam hou sei de le

eat with grace still wanna ask me go

sei yeh arhh hahahha

..................................................................................

13th - bl0g abt him

Fri [2008::0822] day

[1016.p.m]

..................................................................................

hahas

i chatting with him now

i can't stop smiling x))

he say his dad cook chop for his couzie

so he can eat also

plus he also like to cook for ppl de

hahahas

或许爱就是这样，让我甘心为你疯狂

i can't make my life without u

when i see u smile.........

hahaS! gone crazy...my god~

hahahas

.................................................................................

12th - bl0g abt him

Fri [2008::0822] day

[0635.p.m]

......................................................................................................

The day before yesterday

He chat with me

I'm so happy that time! hahas

who knows once he know hwa's with me

then he say something like ::

"then stop lar she spy ppl very pro"

...................what the hell................

hurt me again!

Then yesterdayyyy

i chat with him again~ haha!

night chat again~ hahah!!

today chat with him AGAIN~ hahahaha!

but now....

no le..haha~

pity him le...from morning tuition till now...

sure very tired zeh

yesterday night he say bought me a souvenir

plus have story de hahas

make me sam c c...LOLs

i some more accidentally tell him i also bought smth for him

my god~~~

how...lols...cheat him didn't buy or what le

hahas

shouldn't tell him i buy de =.=

see also knw i buy that thing is for couple de le

T____________________T

so suffer! want to give also dun dare...

grr! mou yung!

``~难得注定的缘分~``

......................................................................................................

11th - bl0g abt him

Tues [2008::0819] day

[0859.p.m]

.....................................................................................................

He still never reply me....

Yesterday i still comfort myself say that

~``Maybe bla bla``~

but today i asked seng rong....

he say it's possible to send a text or a call

i think i have no more a complete heart now...

it cracks into pieces

and these pieces cannot be stick anymore

怎么说忘就忘记

这甜蜜的过去　被思念包着厚厚的糖衣

不想再为了你伤心　这最冷的夏季

慢慢地　慢慢结成冰

承诺变悲哀　悲哀因我被爱

悲哀是因为你不在

我好想抱着你诉苦　却显得好无助

无助的让人想痛哭

我只想要和你在一起　朝着幸福走去

像恋人般的简单甜蜜

我只想要和你不分离　怎么轻易放弃

我想这一定是报应　都怪我太贪心

才让你头也不回的离去　黄色丝巾是想念　

在树上被风吹　孤单的孤单一个人无法沉睡

爱情怎么会让每颗心都碎　我不再相信你

却又慢慢想起你

．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．

10th - bl0g abt him

Mon [2008::0818] day

[0535.p.m]

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

受够了，不要reply就讲吧

没必要虚伪的说FindYouLater！

我不是你解闷的道具

要找就找。。要走就走

爽就聊久一点，不爽就*拜*也不说

``当你下次要玩伴时，手机按到没电时

情愿你别来找这失势女子``

it's more than enough for me..........

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

9th - bl0g abt him

Mon [2008::0818] day

[1018.a.m]

...........................................................................................................................

Today he going to thailand le....

pig him always wanna slp slp slp and ..slp

hahas!

see...now sure he sleeping! hahas

plus raining...shuang dao him liao lohh~

hehee

Dunno when he back leh hor....

thursday maybe? hahas

:D

haih....still haven't reply...how come he so ~lan fan~ one...

hahas!

sleep till tummy also big le lohhhhhh

...........................................................................................................................

[0427.p.m]

Sei zai bao.....his -findyoulater- late till i forget my own surname

。。。而我对你的期待，被你一次次摔坏。。。

。。。已经碎成太多快要怎么拼凑跟重来。。。

LEE CHONG WEi ~

Sun [2008::0817] day

[0938p.m]

......................................................................................................................

YES! Chong Wei get 2nd! although not winner~

but he's still the best of the best in my heart

^__________________________^

i dun very understand they all de lohhhhhhhh

yes he lose.....so what?!

talk so much go compete urself lar!?

=.=

8th- bl0g abt him

Sun [2008::0817] day

[0817p.m]

...................................................................................................

Wa....first time write 2 bl0g in a day...

hahas

my cousin watching ghost movie...haih =.=

just now went kepong to eat steamboat

we met our old neighbour

i don't really regconize them

omgod....my memory getting bad and bad

hahas!

.....................................................................................................

uncle him ar..everytime don't say *bye*

not everytime lar..most of the time

hahas! if he does that means something wrong xD

Dunno he busy er...or what...always so mm dak han

Dunno why everytime he find me first

then sms ha macam is i find him first like that

eg::[ME- ..... so boring la .....]

[XX- .... find something to do lo .....]

=.= haih

so mao dun....i saved some of his messages

i wanted to delete many times

but it isn't an easy thing to do...

i tell myself

-how could i delete his messages, that's the prove that we have chatted before-

anything lar~~~^ ^

``````````我无所谓。。我上过信掉过泪``````````