15th - bl0g abt him

Mon [2008::0825] day
[0735.p.m]
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Today saw him at school..
I didn't glance at him as usual..
I thought i was something wrong.. But actually it's not
I knew that my heart is taking him out day by day
(see my mum scolding ppl already.. =.= going to be deaf)
I don't want to take him out..but i understand
Keep him in my heart, his ignoress will only harm myself
Whole day at school plus classmate geng yin didn't even say a word
Just now..
He say his sis told him abt my blog..and i said him chat with me just to jie men..
I don't know what's wrong with him..
He thought that i'm meaning that.. Explaining to him will just waste my time
Not to say waste my time..but .
He said that he believe i'm not meaning that..
I just realize that..when i'm writing My blog abt him..i'm no more a laughter or a smiler..