16 Feb 2009.

Dunno what to say...

many days never talk to him already

saw him bad mood whole day

but talk to siet yen so so so ...happy

see also sad....

yuan lai act like i don't like him is so hard

and suffer.

act laugh. act happy. act siao. act like nothing and walk by him

act like i don't wanna talk to him when he walks by

act like i don't wanna look at him when i'm walking by him

act like i'm feeling nothing when he talks to siet yen
(this one i failed...i yan mm ju look few more seconds)
(sad sendiri few more days)

act act act! i don't like to act!

but what to do....

don't act...he will be pressured...he pressured...

he wouldn't talk to me

he don't talk to me...friend also boh

i hate the feeling when he *looks like hate-ing me

maybe it is not a *looks like...

but....i hate this! what did i do...

what made u change like 1000+ degree..