so sad....

老友看见我　也会惊讶

平日杯酒不沾　今晚总喝不厌

浅灰色烟圈　浸没了我的脸

宁愿听旧笑话　安慰可免则免

我说我爱你　够份量了吗？

我努力试探你　接受我的真心可以吗？

我太过爱你　你会被我吓怕　不是吗？

怎么你眼里只得她？

多么想知道

最怕其实被取消资格

还不知道　拼命挣扎

如今这算甚么　我是否这么讨厌

只知道付出　以后都不知怎算

最怕其实是输得很远

还不知道　惹人生厌

16 Feb 2009.

Dunno what to say...

many days never talk to him already

saw him bad mood whole day

but talk to siet yen so so so ...happy

see also sad....

yuan lai act like i don't like him is so hard

and suffer.

act laugh. act happy. act siao. act like nothing and walk by him

act like i don't wanna talk to him when he walks by

act like i don't wanna look at him when i'm walking by him

act like i'm feeling nothing when he talks to siet yen
(this one i failed...i yan mm ju look few more seconds)
(sad sendiri few more days)

act act act! i don't like to act!

but what to do....

don't act...he will be pressured...he pressured...

he wouldn't talk to me

he don't talk to me...friend also boh

i hate the feeling when he *looks like hate-ing me

maybe it is not a *looks like...

but....i hate this! what did i do...

what made u change like 1000+ degree..

15 Feb 2009.

真是靠害的！

just now only say ystd dream him

now nap awhile also dream again ==

some more dream what i wish to happen

yet

it is a superb miracle to me...

what is wrong with my brain = ="

simply like to remind me of him

iish !


** In case someday i forgot what i dreamt.

~~> yewjeat, hwawee, jess, stephanie, kinglee, dicky, yogesh, ...

~~> bear suits, lion suits, hotel, hwa wee house, school field

15 Feb 2009.

Yesterday was 20o9 Valentine's Day

lols...it means nothing to me

because there wasn't anything happened ystd

but. road run. aihz. suan liao la.

sayang me de person...fast fast come out !

LOLS...siao kia me

**** Yesterday geng yin dream dou him =="

he wear the shirt which i said not nice...

not ncie also nice d lo now = ="

what am i saying....omgod...............................

let him go ! let him go !

13 Feb 2009.

[Rose From Dear^^]


weee~ TMR IS VALENTINE DAY!! //gg

although it is actually my single day hehehe

but still can celebrate together de ma hor keke

road run~~~ add oil add oil

-do your best...never ever think to stop!-


=)

**At last...still hope i can find some1 who will always sayang me xP

12 Feb 2009.

今天kuannie来载我 @@"

果然，因为yenyau要找老师， 哈哈！

那个大便人竟然写大便给我。。==”

刚刚问他是不是真的不跟我出，那个人！

早早问他，迟迟都不跟我讲答案 ==”。。。

有必要那么快忘记我问了他吗 哈哈！

果然。。就是那个我讨厌的答案。。lols。。

结果就口快快跟hwawee讲要去wk那个church party。。。

其实真的不是很想去。。。都不懂去来做么。。。

其实。。。连oneu我也不是很想去。。。都没情人了，

那里都很闷 ==” 哈哈 现实咧？？

没办法，人就是这样。。。

那个大便人。。一直大便大便，我只是想不到吃什么才会讲吃大便的

你以为我骂你咩。。。 ==”

10 Feb 2009.

Don't Forget to =) !

time ah time....haha kao sai nei la~ assist me...if not how to forget... xP

To My Dear Friend. (=

Don't scare...i really mean Friend...hahaha

09 Feb 2009.

Cupid ah cupid...left 5 days then valentine day lo.....

aim me la~~~ haha ==" stupid me

Cupid ah cupid...where are you...drinking tea? bathing? playing? sleepin?

aim me la........................................... HAHAH!!! siao

Cupid ah cupid........where is your bow?

your fren me so dare go and date ppl leh ==" macam mana....

some more get a not obvious geh reject way @@"

so i m gonna eat dust at home de lar

all keep ask you didnt go out meh = = "

the more they ask . the more times i need to say 'nobody wanna go out with me'

which hurt me so bad = = hahahaha!!!

xx Feb 2009.

so guilty!!! T_____________________________T

they come but i no books to lent them =( !!!

feel so sorry.....

some more my books lost leh! where *u all* go o............................

xx Feb 2009.

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering howlong you will be around.
When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at allfine.
When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.
When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more thanthat.
Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....
Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
who calls you back when you hang up on him.
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who ... kissesyour forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky heis to have you.
Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '