STUPID!!!!

dun wan reply me mai say byebye la!

dun wan i laugh mai dun laugh la!

i watch doraemon mai watch la!

need u ask me how old ah!? :@ !!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha ~

sha gua ~

lols! =D

SUI YEH!!! slp ald also dun say = =

yer = =" ...true or not oh

haih....that fella...

really dunno what he thinking...

you say i make till u sot sot = =

say like you dint make me sot...

i feel like im siao ppl siao-ing there...

haha! 神经病...

a trap? @ @

haha....he really wear to school le....lols = =

at least he keep his promise...and im like a dumb

believe his promises but at the same time im also

forcing myself don't be too sky true....

haha...told him don't always say those sensetive thing

if not i really kena trap...= =

jk la...hahah let him cheat till i sien ady

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haih = = somebody bad mood again

if....

…I think both of them will be together soon le…

=) and I swear…I’m really blessing them and smile from my heart

although….i know deeply in my heart….couldn’t smile anymore

as long as he is happy with his life…

some more got a so pretty de gf….good hor =P

I know im so fake when writing this…but what to do…

That’s the only thing I can and I should do ! =’( !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so sad....

老友看见我　也会惊讶

平日杯酒不沾　今晚总喝不厌

浅灰色烟圈　浸没了我的脸

宁愿听旧笑话　安慰可免则免

我说我爱你　够份量了吗？

我努力试探你　接受我的真心可以吗？

我太过爱你　你会被我吓怕　不是吗？

怎么你眼里只得她？

多么想知道

最怕其实被取消资格

还不知道　拼命挣扎

如今这算甚么　我是否这么讨厌

只知道付出　以后都不知怎算

最怕其实是输得很远

还不知道　惹人生厌

16 Feb 2009.

Dunno what to say...

many days never talk to him already

saw him bad mood whole day

but talk to siet yen so so so ...happy

see also sad....

yuan lai act like i don't like him is so hard

and suffer.

act laugh. act happy. act siao. act like nothing and walk by him

act like i don't wanna talk to him when he walks by

act like i don't wanna look at him when i'm walking by him

act like i'm feeling nothing when he talks to siet yen
(this one i failed...i yan mm ju look few more seconds)
(sad sendiri few more days)

act act act! i don't like to act!

but what to do....

don't act...he will be pressured...he pressured...

he wouldn't talk to me

he don't talk to me...friend also boh

i hate the feeling when he *looks like hate-ing me

maybe it is not a *looks like...

but....i hate this! what did i do...

what made u change like 1000+ degree..

15 Feb 2009.

真是靠害的！

just now only say ystd dream him

now nap awhile also dream again ==

some more dream what i wish to happen

yet

it is a superb miracle to me...

what is wrong with my brain = ="

simply like to remind me of him

iish !


** In case someday i forgot what i dreamt.

~~> yewjeat, hwawee, jess, stephanie, kinglee, dicky, yogesh, ...

~~> bear suits, lion suits, hotel, hwa wee house, school field

15 Feb 2009.

Yesterday was 20o9 Valentine's Day

lols...it means nothing to me

because there wasn't anything happened ystd

but. road run. aihz. suan liao la.

sayang me de person...fast fast come out !

LOLS...siao kia me

**** Yesterday geng yin dream dou him =="

he wear the shirt which i said not nice...

not ncie also nice d lo now = ="

what am i saying....omgod...............................

let him go ! let him go !

13 Feb 2009.

[Rose From Dear^^]


weee~ TMR IS VALENTINE DAY!! //gg

although it is actually my single day hehehe

but still can celebrate together de ma hor keke

road run~~~ add oil add oil

-do your best...never ever think to stop!-


=)

**At last...still hope i can find some1 who will always sayang me xP